i have lost the trust in anyone.not the closest friend you ever have nor the person you met through a friend.its way too hypocritcal.you guys all appear to care and understand but behind my back,you actually talk all sort of stuff.be it about my actions or the stuff i actually bother to tell you guys cause i trusted you.i cant believe it.this is how much i mean to you all.im shattered.the closest friends around turns out to be the talking about you at the back and the ones who dont trust you at all.they say to believe all that you say and be able to relate to but in actual fact,they take me as an immature brat who thinks that the world revolve around her.im torn.my closest friends on earth.the ones you tell them everything.they are the ones who blogs about you in the most hurtful way.it sounds really lame here but you all truly made me realise what kind of world we're living in.deception.nothing anyone say now will i ever ever ever believe.the friend i need most.one's in camp.one's in japan.i cant cry.i cant let my parents see me like that.im shocked by the little i know.i've been too naive.

i really need to talk to someone right now.


Anonymous
10:54:21 AM