Thursday, December 27, 2007


ahh, my head hurts.

10:13:00 PM

Friday, December 21, 2007

I have major rage problems. When I get really frustrated or angry I react and usually end up hurting myself or breaking something around me. I never act this way when someone else is around - and it is usually just a brute explosion then I curse myself for reacting. I need some way to not break things when I get angry.

09:56:00 PM

I love my life right now. It's the perfect combination of boys, drugs, friends, hard work, family, and freedom. This might be the happiest I've ever been.

08:44:00 PM

Thursday, December 20, 2007

ohh this is so boring...I hate finals week.

I suppose I should go study for chem, no?

11:50:00 AM

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

I wont get into the college I want (duke) only because of my SAT scores.

fuck standardized tests.

11:00:00 PM

My friends are all afraid that thier other friends don't love them.

9:10:00 PM

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Is medication the right thing?

05:19:00 PM

first-child syndrome. anyone else?

12:45:00 PM

Thursday, December 13, 2007

anyone know how bad my grades would have to get for me to get deferred from college? how much can i slack?

08:07:00 PM

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

if i havent taught myself how to manage my time in I gonna be screwed for college?

11:59:00 PM

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

It's so nice to know that he likes me back. I hate wasted flirting and I love endless kisses.

06:53:00 PM

Monday, December 10, 2007

I write and rewrite secrets here but never post them because so many of my friends can recognize them.

03:04:00 PM

Sunday, December 09, 2007

would you give your father a second chance?

a father who hit you and your mom when you were little. an alcoholic, who had an affair and left another woman pregnant. who divorced your mom and when you stayed at his house when you were little...left for two days leaving you all by yourself.

he wants a second chance now.

09:19:00 PM

Saturday, December 08, 2007

best night of my life

12:23:00 PM

Thursday, December 06, 2007

Do boys have hormones that make them more sensitive, etc? Not like a menstral cycle, but some sort of emotional hormone?

03:33:00 PM

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

a boy sent me an anonymous facebook message saying how I was the most beautiful girl in the world to him and he was too scared to tell me to my face how he felt about me.

12:21:00 AM

Monday, December 03, 2007

I wanna cut ties with everyone I know and start over as someone better with people who don't have a memory record of all the stupid shit I've done.

08:28:00 AM

Saturday, December 01, 2007

What would people think of a girl who plays football?

02:54:00 PM