Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Why is it that I talk to everyone about my issues except the ones involved?

7/31/2007 12:24:00 AM

i hate going into situations where you've already pissed off everyone there. like school, for example.

7/30/2007 11:07:00 PM

Sunday, July 29, 2007

I truly have some great friends, I realized that because I haven't seen them for a while and recently i saw them again. Soon I will leave for college , and I will not see them again , or at least for a while.

04:35:00 PM

Saturday, July 28, 2007

I hope she got home okay....

02:13:00 PM

I hate you, God, why did you give me this big stupid fucking mouth? I've ruined everything now.

11:20:00 PM

Friday, July 27, 2007

Has anyone else realized that we have more admins than posts from nearly the last 2 weeks. Tangst has really died this summer. This message probably won't even go up for another 3 days or so.

7/27/2007 12:32:00 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

You don't want to hang out with me? Fine, I don't care. Just DON'T keep going "I'm soo excited to see you! We'll do this! And this!" and then not invite me. Make up your fucking mind.

7/26/2007 12:24:00 AM

He makes my heart break, sometimes.

7/26/2007 12:06:00 AM

I just wish I had the right words to make everything okay again

7/25/2007 10:17:00 PM

when do schedules come out?

7/24/2007 03:36:00 PM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

is nigger a bad word? equivalent to fuck and shit?

Because I say it all the time.

12:53:00 AM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

The Prince's Tale > Sex

11:53:00 AM

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Im scared of going to college.

10:39:00 PM

Its odd how people overestimate the extent to which events in there own microcosm reach. In other words people think things important to them and their crowd are more universally important and known than they really are. 

I don't know if my wording made much sense to anyone else, oh well.

10:39:00 PM

oh today's not the day to talk.
today's the day to act.

now let's act.

10:29:00 PM

death, the dark cloud. one no silver lining is apparent for, death. the hurting sigh. the aching greaf.
death, the dark cloud with a golden lining. 
tomorrow the sun will still rize.
good bye.

09:01:00 PM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

I know hope is only going to hurt me more, but I can't help thinking this will all end in that asshole from MTV showing up saying "You got punk'd!" and me noticing all the cameras. How can I make it through these next couple weeks when I don't even know how I'll make it to tomorrow?

1:26 AM

Tuesday, July 17, 2007


Caps Lock is cruise control for cool etc.

Just stop it guys, tangst doesn't understand. I mean, look at the Canada/bags post.

10:40:00 PM

I really want to just say "Fuck you your not my best friend any more" but then i realize that I'm not 8 years old granted an 8 year old would not say "fuck you".

11:28:00 PM

Monday, July 16, 2007

"Ooh, you look much tastier than Crabbe and Goyle, Harry," said Hermione.

Harry Potter spoiler. I kid you not.

09:35:00 PM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Spock: Your use of language has altered since our arrival. It is currently laced with, shall we say, more colorful metaphors, "double dumb-ass on you" and so forth.
Kirk: Oh, you mean the profanity?
Spock: Yes.
Kirk: Well that's simply the way they talk here. Nobody pays any attention to you unless you swear every other word.

10:58:00 PM


my name is

its nice to meet you

AP tangst, anyone?

05:12:00 PM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

With my wand, I shall penetrate your mind.

10:57:00 PM

i feel completely sexually inadequate.

06:54:00 AM

Monday, July 09, 2007

Dear tangst,
I've been neglecting you. I'm sorry.

05:57:00 PM

Sunday, July 08, 2007

One of my good friends seems to be trying to ditch me. Perhaps this is just my paranoia kicking in but it seems that they are ignoring all my attempts at contact. Perhaps they think they are too cool for me now, or maybe they just are lazy. I don't know.

11:31:00 PM

I've always been close with my mom. She's always shared her problems with me and I of course have confided in her too (even when I don't plan to). But now, with all this crap happening in my family, the time when we need each other the most, I can't be there for her. I've purposely detached myself in order not to get sucked in and completely stressed out. I'm scared of her problems. I'm scared of feeling what she's feeling. I don't really know what to do. I wish I could just run away and have it be better. But that wouldn't help her much, would it?

07:34:00 PM

Saturday, July 07, 2007


If you sent in an admin application and have not gotten a response, please send it again. The address is my.tangst@gmail.com.

I'm the older sibling. My younger sib is constantly talking about how restricted they feel. I honestly want them to follow their own path and interests, but they insist that I subconsciously force them into doing what I want. I WANT THEM TO DO WHAT THEY WANT. MAKE YOUR OWN DECISION PLEASE STOP BLAMING ME. Yes I acknowledge that I am influencial as the older sib, but I am here actively encouraging you to find out what you love. And what you love is not necessarily what I love, and vice versa.

08:54:00 PM

I wish I could have Queen Rania's life.

08:42:00 PM


You say that all Bennett and I talk about is quotes from websites and you don't see how we can't carry on that relationship over the phone? FUCK YOU. You say that it's not really communicating at all to talk to my boyfriend on IM and I'm silly to get upset over news from him that comes over the internet? FUCK YOU. You've trivialized my relationship with my brother, you've trivialized my relationship with my lover, FUCK YOU. You don't know shit about Bennett and me and you never will. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU!

Friday, July 06, 2007

In Canada, milk comes in bags.

04:31:00 PM

To add to the list of shit I seriously regret but will probably laugh about later:

So apparently last night, the final night of our cruise, I decided to get really fucking drunk with the cutest boy on the boat. I remember being super excited about it. I remember the rum. I remember chugging it just to impress him, and I remember it worked. I remember talking to him and being so entranced by him. I somewhat remember crying ALLLEXXXXXXX alleexxxxx aaaaaaaaaallex while on the floor as he walked away.

Wake up this morning in my bed, found out I passed out on the promenade deck sprawled face down on the floor, someone found me, security called my mom.

Hah. What a way to have my first blackout from alcohol, security in my face and a scared mother.

He LEFT me there.
I think I will add him on facebook.

04:28:00 PM

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Agh!! I wish she would just have her period already so we can stop worrying about it. There's no way she's pregnant (no penetration, no direct genital contact), it's just sort of a mental thing.

06:45:00 AM

Do you ever feel like not wanting to go out with friends, and instead just relax (more like hang around doing nothing) at home? Or is something wrong with me.

02:01:00 AM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

can one become an admin if living in the "thewallshaveeyes" zone of coverage?

and not in north carolina or where ever ya'all live

08:40:00 PM

when can we check ap scores online?

04:04:00 PM

He told me that he liked me, that he'd "fallen for me" but not in the cheesy cliche way, I could tell that he meant it because he almost never says anything that personal.
He is possibly the greatest guy in the world, but I don't know if I like him back.

08:35:00 AM

how do you define flirting?

10:11:00 PM

Sunday, July 01, 2007

if no one is going to post that spanish or whatever post...just delete it, it's starting to be annoying

01:40:00 AM