Tuesday, October 27, 2009

I haven't told many people that I'm an atheist now. It makes me a little sad, because I always really wanted to be the good kind of Catholic, the one whose faith is important to them and gives them solace in times of need, but who can religiously rationalize the acceptance of other religions without need for conversion and who can incorporate God into the theory of evolution and quantum mechanics and all that... but I've come to realize that just because I wanted to be that sort of perfect, intelligent, principled Catholic didn't mean I ever actually believed in God. I know now that I never really did.

I can't tell if I'm more ashamed of remaining Catholic for so long despite an obvious disbelief in God, or of robbing the Church of one more possible good ambassador.

01:13:00 AM

I haven't posted here in nearly a year. I looked back through the archives and realized that really nothing has changed. We're growing up. Sithgirl is now Heather. DocA posts more often. BoxBox is still helpful, but with a dry sense of humor.

Tangst is changing in tiny ways, but we're all still basically angsty people looking for help, and flaming others through anonymous replies.

Goodbye for another year. :/

01:57:00 PM

Friday, October 23, 2009

Damn it. I'm in love again. I just have to keep from telling her until she's in love with me...

11:48:00 PM

Sunday, October 11, 2009

How would one go about starting a drive for something? Like a coat drive, or toy drive. I want to start one but have no idea who to talk to about it.

11:45:00 AM