Sunday, June 25, 2006

i had one of the most perfect days of my life last saturday.
i told some people about it, but none of them seemed to understand why it was so special to me. sure, it was a really simple day, but that night, i felt more happy than i've felt in months and months.

it feels like i made the best circle of friends i could at a summer camp, and i'm never going to see those people again.
i want to break out of this place so badly... but why am i so scared?

Maybe my dad was right: I AM afraid of hardwork. So, as much as i want to be in college RIGHT NOW, i'll probably flunk out.
and that thought itself just depresses the hell outta me.
will i ever be smart enough?


Anonymous
07:45:29 PM

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Not to sound cliche, but your Dad really has no right telling you who you are. You've always got the final say. College isn't so much about being brilliant it's about having the drive and confidence to succeed and having the balls to actually buckle down and work your ass off so you can do something with your life.

If you want to hang around here for the rest of your life, then by all means, but if you have any intention of "making it" then you need to trust yourself and aim as high as you can.