"let me post some emo lyrics by some trashy third-rate band, only more-or-less in my own words, about the gaping void of my FREAKING MIDDLE CLASS HEART."
"I should have known that it would all come crashing down around me."
"summer is wearing me out..."
"Im having an ugly day...no wonder i dont have a boyfriend"
"I feel it now you're the one I need I believe that I would cry just a little just to have you back now here with me"
"I will never be able to get married because I will never be compatible with other human beings."
"Attachments suck."
"im scared that i'll be left even more broken if you continue to be so hostile."
"it will be telling a lie if i say i dont love you."
"im feeling so empty and it feels like you dont care anymore."
"Don't think you can break these rules and get away with them. You have tried it before. It didn't work."
"im trying to pretend he doesn't exist, but it isn't going very well. i miss him."
I'm beginning to hate summer tangst because the posts remind me of my weaknesses, of the maudlin thoughts that rush through my head at night.
This is the permanent record of my depression.
Anonymous
05:57:56 PM
3 comments:
Hmm... that sucks.
But on the other hand, maybe you should try to consciously concentrate on good things. It'll help if you do it seriously.
Yes, there are positive things in your life, I'm sure.
Michelle Branch isn't emo. :D
Two in a row of these were mine. I feel... accomplished at emo.
Saddder than that, I identified with almost all of them.
Insert a sigh here.
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