I'm almost 21, and.. I'm afraid of light. I'm afraid of shadows. I'm afraid of images I can't see. I'm afraid to stay. I'm afraid to run away. I'm afraid of me. I'm afraid of everything. But, you bring me home, & you don't even know it. I let you go..I've admitted I'm wrong. I've apologized, & you've forgiven me. I still feel like slitting my wrists, because I know you'll never really forgive me. What happened?
Anonymous
02:13:08 PM
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21 one and on tnagst well that pretty unusual
^^ you know what i meant^
Well, to break it down, you're not afraid of "everything"; you're afraid of change, of uncertainty, and of the consequences of your decisions (positive or negative).
Don't slit your wrists. Take charge of your life. If forgiveness truly isn't an option for you, learn to shelve the situation and continue with life. If that means letting go of memories of this person, so be it.
Since you're fear the unknown, actually making the decision to embark on that journey of introspection and self-betterment will prove to be a trying battle. Perseverance will be key to your victory.
Im pretty sure fearing the unknown is a common feeling but i anticipate it more as a get out of high school not when Im already in college. I just remember that stuff will work out, don’t fear life enough that you miss the beauty in it. It can never get bad enough that you can’t get back out. There is always a solution to every problem, Thou it may be hard to find. And although change is terrifying it is necessary for progress
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