i've been thinking about becoming anorexic or bulemic for awhile now.
today, i made a halfhearted attempt at trying to make myself throw up, and realized the truth:
i wish i had as much guts/willpower/whatever to be like those girls. even though i hate myself, i can't stop myself from eating... and once in awhile when i do manage to, my family is constantly shoving food down my throat (and then make snide remarks about my weight).
i feel pathetic.
Anonymous
05:26:05 PM
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i dont think its usually a concious descion to get an eating disorder.
I think this is a pathetic cry for attention.
You don't "decide" to become anorexic/bulimic.
yea just get some excercise and stop blaming others. Dont blame all your problem on being over weight.
Don't do it, don't do it, don't do it.
I don't care if this is a fake cry for attention, or a real plea for help with a disorder that's already brewing (psychologically if not physically), just don't do it.
Get help for the mindset right now, because you don't want to take it to the point where "help" means "hospital."
Trust me.
You are pathetic.
Just to clear things us.
Anorexia isn't a decision, it's a mental disorder. That's like me deciding I'm going to become bipolar.
Way to go.
*up
motherfucker
please, don't be like the others.
Don't believe their lies.
You aren't pathetic. You've realized there's a problem, which is a good thing. Just don't go down the various paths you've seemed to outline in your posts.
Talk to a friend or your family, or hire a specialist if you feel that's necessary. Join a team or a social group and start excersising; just set some goals and start working there.
Accepting that you're pathetic is a path to failure, so remember that you can always fall to that point but you never will because you are anything but pathetic.
^DONNIE DARKO!
That movie is the best :D
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