This feels so cliché. You're good friends with someone, you like them forever, you watch them like other people, and they never understand the depth to which you truly care about them. Talk about tangst.

I know that it's my own stupid fault if the person I refer to never really knows how I feel. If I were to tell them, I would run the risk of them being too weirded out to continue the friendship. I value that friendship above everything else and would never want to be the cause of it ending. Plus, isn't it highly impractical to start a relationship with someone before leaving for college?

Right now, I think I’m just trying to rationalize feelings- and you really can’t do that. The shit has to hit the fan at some point. I just hope whatever happens in the end is for the best.

Anonymous
09:43:12 PM