He has a life. She is still struggling.
Guy and girl had bonded like never before. The girl felt sparks and jumpy hearts.
Too quickly had she told him she liked him. He hesitated. Hesitation had come with the thought of other reasons and another girl.
...a girl of impossibility.
The guy and the first girl developed a friendship that had quickly deteriorated as it had started. Their presents and smiles. All gone.
He told her not to wait for him.
Months passed with thoughts of him still lingered in her head. Permanent. Still. Filled. Forever. But with the pity given by a pleading person, he gave the girl a chance without deeply thinking about the consequences.
He still could not get over the girl he truly liked. To others, this girl has continued to lead him on. Lead him to nowhere.
Guy and first girl broke up. Friendship has never met with them since then.
Guy does not understand the pain, the worry, the sorrow, the sadness... the despair of the memories they had built together but were now meaningless.
He still cannot get over the second girl even though he told the first girl to move on. He hopes that the second girl will come around some day. Presents and smiles, she has not been.
With all the friends that he has made, the first girl will not ever be one of them. Hearing his name... Oh, infliction to the heart.
There has not been an attempt to communicate but rather rejection to ignore the awkwardness between these two. How in fascination when they walk by each other in the hallway, the three people behind them would have never known that they had a history together.
No more. No less. It's time.
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08:47:09 PM
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huh?
ok, all the respect in the world, but seriously...
cutesy chain letter metaphores like this make me want to vomit shards of glass.
oh my god, i am so sorry, i commented on the wrong post. the chain letter metaphore comment was supposed to be for the coffee-mayonnaise jar post.
so sorry once again,
-glass vomiter
more than likely, the guy knows what he did, and probably feels bad, really bad, you know he lost a friend too afterall.
i'm pretty sure that i know who you are and the other two included in the story. i'm your friend and i've talked with you about this deeply. i felt the same way, because my guy was "shallow", and if you look now, as i've said, he is becoming even more shallower. i think i'm on to discovering that in high school, people always go for what they can't have. my guy did. your guy did. and i've noticed that rarely two people have reciprical feelings toward each other.
my advice to you: hang in there, because time will heal all wounds. most likely you will still have feelings because in high school, we see the same people everyday, which is why people are unable to move on. let some of it go, or try to busy yourself with other things. i know its hard, but just try to live life normally. maybe if you two actually said hi to each other in the halls, things would be back to the old way, but then again, things would be awkward. there is still hope of becoming friends again.
i hope this helps OP. and i know what else helps-just talking about your feelings. girl you need to talk more.
hey its dawsons creek
HA. Funny how you mentioned Dawson's Creek because I also live near the coast too... in NC. Dear lord.
This is surprising. People "know" me!
hey.. it is like dawsons creek...
your past make you who you are, you learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything happens for a reason, be glad it happend. Don't dwell on the past. cherrish the memories and move on. Find someone who will love you for who you are. Someone who truly deserves you.
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