I thought he was the perfect guy in every way. Until last night, when I found out the details about his last relationship.

The way he skipped class and blew off his best friends to see her - it's exactly what I did with my last boyfriend. The way he told her that they were "exclusive but not dating, really" - it's exactly what my last boyfriend said to me.

Is he really like my last boyfriend? No, he can't be. He can't be. My last boyfriend is and was intolerable. He corrupted me, used me, manipulated me, convinced me of doing everything that I didn't want to, even tried to suffocate me once. He stole away my religion, my purity, my morals, my good judgment. He overtook my life that year.

And people wonder why I shudder whenever I see him in the halls. I don't want ANYTHING to remind me of him.

Least of all the guy I'm in love with.


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11:00:43 AM