Sunday, March 04, 2007

There are several possibilities:

1. Just when I get a steady boyfriend, more than one suitor starts showing amorous attentions toward me, and it is a cruel twist of fate that I have to turn so many nice guys away simply for being too late.

2. These attentions are completely platonic and I, in my self-centered mind, perceive them wrongly as being of a romantic nature to make myself feel more desired.

3. I feel trapped in a long-term relationship to which I committed before realizing exactly what that commitment meant, and I deal with those feelings by inviting the attentions of other paramours and subconsciously engaging in emotional affairs with all of them.

4. I'm just a bitch.

More and more I believe in number four.

10:30:00 PM


Anonymous said...

I wouldn't presume to say that I know exactly how you feel, but I think I can relate.

My sympathies.

Graffiti Pastry said...

Number four would just be an excuse not to deal with the problems at hand.

You could say that you are a bitch, and here is why:

But anyhow, I doubt you are a bitch... I also think you're over analyzing. I also think that you're probably a perfectly wonderful person, and that you should try to enjoy what you have.

PChis said...

Well, you've diagnosed a lot of problems. Don't delve on them, but just keep them in mind when making decisions.