I really hate it when my sex number goes up ESPECIALLY if it's with someone I regret. I feel like the number needs to stay at 7 forever. 7's a good number, right?


Anonymous
11:51:00 AM
8/05/2009

So this is quite a bit late, but still the source of some angst on my part.

I hate that admins/contributors on this site know who I am. I originally joined as a mysterious figure, and I enjoyed it. Sithgirl correctly weeded me out, but other than that I was just a faceless voice. At some point in a gathering of Tangst people I made the mistake of revealing myself to a few others. As one admin said at the time, "Knight_racer's posts were so much cooler before I knew who was writing them."

I wanted to say, "I claimed them because I'm proud of what I've done. Look at who I really am. I can't be real here, and now. But look at what I write, and look at what I think and feel. Know me for who I am, don't judge me for who I've become."

But I didn't. I should have remained anonymous, a faceless voice in a sea of anonymity. But I didn't.

So I say to all of you now. Congratulations. You on here have come to know me for me, not for who I pretend to be. And for all those who do know me, I beseech you to look back. Take a second look. Forget to judge, and read my words with fresh eyes and an open mind.

Not all is as it seems.

I will almost never forgive myself for not choosing French over Spanish.


Anonymous
04:07:00 PM

It's been months and I still regret not kissing you that night.


Anonymous
10:37:00 PM

I feel like Enloe has gotten more typical. More people seem to be concerned with being cool rather than that carefree be yourself spirit it used to possess. Enloe was a one of a kind high school without as many clicks and social hierarchies that appears to be forming now.


Anonymous
10:51:00 PM

We like each other. But we're awkward/shy and won't talk to each other anymore. And I'm scared of losing him. I'm an idiot for not being bolder. Just watch some him ask out some girl eventually. I seriously can't let myself regret this.

Anonymous
09:37:00 PM

I'm gonna stop obsessing over you, stalking you, delighting in your every flaw and cursing every positive trait you have. I'm getting help from a psychologist soon. Nobody knows I'm so pathetically enslaved to comparing myself to you, trying to surpass you in every field, trying to prove to myself that I'm at least your equal if not your better--when I've never even met you face to face!--and hopefully, no one will ever know. I'm ashamed of this, it's ruining my life, and I'm gonna try to stop it.


Anonymous
10:06:00 PM

There are several possibilities:

1. Just when I get a steady boyfriend, more than one suitor starts showing amorous attentions toward me, and it is a cruel twist of fate that I have to turn so many nice guys away simply for being too late.

2. These attentions are completely platonic and I, in my self-centered mind, perceive them wrongly as being of a romantic nature to make myself feel more desired.

3. I feel trapped in a long-term relationship to which I committed before realizing exactly what that commitment meant, and I deal with those feelings by inviting the attentions of other paramours and subconsciously engaging in emotional affairs with all of them.

4. I'm just a bitch.

More and more I believe in number four.


Anonymous
10:30:00 PM

I should have kissed you...


Anonymous
10:16:00 PM

He may be everything I've ever wanted and didn't know I wanted it. And he's leaving in about five months. I wish we'd gotten to each other this well a lot earlier.


Anonymous
07:08:00 PM

I just don't think I'll ever get over you.


Anonymous
11:14:00 PM

It happens over and over. And yet I never learn. Just start over in the same place, naive and with hope, prone to pain and anguish yet again.


Anonymous
09:49:00 PM

I should have gone for it, I have no one to blame but myself. I wish i could be angry at someone it would make it much easier.


Anonymous
04:15:00 PM

I think I have a serious problem. Everyone keeps getting hurt. It is already the fifth person who almost died. But I can't stop


Anonymous
06:01:29 PM

I'm angry, but I don't know who to direct it to: my friends or myself.
On one hand, I feel jipped because no one has given me any feedback whatsoever for getting into college.
On the other, I feel like an idiot for expecting feedback when I know the vast majority of enloe students will end up going to college anyway.


Anonymous
05:19:11 PM

i admitt it... i'm a slut. and i can't stop the shame of this day. i feel so sick with myself and i'm sorry to anyone i hurt today.


Anonymous
07:12:50 PM

i feel like a sellout. i told them everything you said, and it got back to the person who you care about most.

but i didn't mean for it to work out that way, even though it was stupid of me not to think it would.

but even though you aren't mad, we don't talk anymore.

but i know i brought this on myself, and even though i apologized, i know that this is how it's going to work out. and i'll just have to live with that.


Anonymous
01:41:10 AM

how could i have been so hearless.

i wasn't there for you when you told him you didn't even want to be friends anymore.

i wasn't there when you cried.

i wasn't there for you when you b on a test happened.

no i am to caught up in my own world to help.

to caught up in my own reality.

to caught up in wanting a boyfriend. no hun not him. the JE**.

to caught up in english reading (the chosen) to listen to my friends needs

i must be a total witch.

its no concidence that witch rhymes with B**CH.


Anonymous
12:44:58 AM

Oh shit oh shit oh shit...

I screwed up.

bigtime.


Anonymous
01:34:55 AM

What is the thing you most regret about your last relationship?


Anonymous
10:06:35 PM