People on Tangst are some of the cruelest, most judgmental people I've ever known.

The Internet makes people too brave.


Anonymous
09:05:00 PM
7/28/2009

Classes ruin summer.


Anonymous
11:15:00 AM
7/25/2009

I am so totally okay with just being his drunk booty call. Don't even start with the "degrading" bullshit. I know what I want.


Anonymous
05:43:00 PM
7/08/2009

He was a pedophile and an awful excuse for a human being but all of a sudden his greatest critics are turning into his greatest fans. Our generation didn't grow up with Michael Jackson, he was never black to us, he's always been this gonzo weirdo who dangles babies out the window. I didn't like him when he was alive and I am not going to pretend that I am sad he's dead.


Anonymous
10:09:00 AM
6/26/2009

Holy shit I just realized I'm a player.

Anonymous
09:20:00 AM
3/06/2009

I want to have sex with him...how do I know if I'm ready?

And how the hell do I buy condoms without my parents finding out?


Anonymous
07:10:00 PM
5/08/2008

He makes me feel like a fritter plunging into boiling oil.

Oh magical realism. Suddenly it doesn't seem so magical. It makes absolute, perfect sense.


Anonymous
08:42:00 PM

No Stanford for PChis.

Sooo.... having your ex-boyfriend randomly walk in to the dorm room of a mutual friend right after you fishing sobbing about how your relationship is over COMPLETELY unexpectedly...

awkward, much?


Anonymous
04:22:20 PM

I'm angry, but I don't know who to direct it to: my friends or myself.
On one hand, I feel jipped because no one has given me any feedback whatsoever for getting into college.
On the other, I feel like an idiot for expecting feedback when I know the vast majority of enloe students will end up going to college anyway.


Anonymous
05:19:11 PM

So here I am, 5:50 in the morning, in my dorm room. I have been in my dorm room since around 8sh. It is a friday night. My friends are either shitfaced or out getting shitfaced. Anything to forget your sorrows eh?

Here's the cute part though: while they are probably having the time of their lives with equally shitfaced people, I will be so effortlessly alone, all in the ignorable name of self-righteousness.


I cant break now,
though i am surely broken


Anonymous
05:55:11 AM

Its really weird to think that the people I've grown up with and my self are actually adults now. At least in the legal sense of the word. I mean Its really odd to tink that legally my friends could actully do porn.


Anonymous
12:14:44 AM

"It didn't taste as bad as I thought it would."

Far from high praise, but I suppose I can accept it.


Anonymous
08:29:21 PM

I see things. Things crawling and grabbing at me. I can feel the pain they cause me but it crawls instead of stings. I know these things are not real. I know with every last bit of my brain they are not really there. But it doesn't really matter whether they are real or not when they are after me.

So tell me, people of tangst who have taken a psychology course and/or have access to wikipedia, what level of delusion must I reach before I count as delusional?


Anonymous
01:24:11 AM

man, i was so sure this year was gonna be different and i was gonna clean up my act and get down to some hardcore studying.

i just wasted a night watching tv and halfheartedly taking "notes". FUCK, i am so screwed.


Anonymous
12:15:50 AM

To be honest, the only reason I'm dating him is because I want to be in a relationship with SOMEONE.


Anonymous
09:53:51 PM

I sing to myself as a distraction to make myself feel better. I do it all the time. Like instead of dwelling on the fact that I got a horrible grade on a test, I just hum to myself on the way to my next class, as if not thinking about it will make the problem go away.


Anonymous
07:57:13 PM

opression.
... like you have so much to live up to that you have no choice but to keep building up the walls around you.

sometimes it's too much.
sometimes you want to give up.

but you know you can't.


Anonymous
08:18:58 PM

I just thought I would give you a poem to think about

Trip's Contemplation
She laughs, she moves
Bright lights flash the window
Illuminate her lips
My heart, for a moment, leaps.
She pauses and she smiles.
I miss a beat.
We go on talking, we're having fun.
Our life together has just begun.
How cute when she speaks.
I know that she'll always make me smile.
That 's eyes tugged at me that night.

We walk up her stairs.
She begins to hypothesize.
On things of unknown importance.
Her stance suggests my hope
Her easy glance.
She reaches down and touches my hand.
All the scenarios never equated to this.
I pause for a moment and believe.
Life is love, it isn't pain.
Everything in the world is right again.

or is it...
reality hits.

I'm as always, all alone
Bright lights blind me, remind me
Illuminate the empty seat.
An empty place inside
Like a mouth poised to devour my heart.
I'm just driving, no emotion.
Block it out ****(my name), too much pain.
What could have been... stop.
I can't express the pain inside
I try:
grinding gears, acid-etched, destroy my heart.

I walk to my room
Blurry-eyed imagination of a never-life.
Never knew how much I wanted this before.
Her smile.
I reach up and wipe encroaching tears.
For years I've wanted that
Times before, disappointment.