I survived my first semester at college. I know no one else thinks that it's a big deal but to me it means everything. Internal celebration! I feel like I live a completely different life now that no one in high school can ever comprehend. I've learned so much that can't be taught in school and I'm so happy. I did it. I survived. Only seven semesters left and I'm looking forward to every one of them.


Anonymous
12/07/2008
06:20:00 PM

i just want to hold him in my arms and fall alseep together once again. He makes my world turn... so who is going to tell that to him?


besides. its not possible right now.


Anonymous
10:05:00 PM

Oh, what good would it do? It's not like I deserve pleasure, in any case.


Anonymous
09:48:00 PM

sometimes i feel like i am constantly running around trying to do everyhing. and i'm worried that none of it had any meaning at all.


Anonymous
10:43:00 PM

So here I am, 5:50 in the morning, in my dorm room. I have been in my dorm room since around 8sh. It is a friday night. My friends are either shitfaced or out getting shitfaced. Anything to forget your sorrows eh?

Here's the cute part though: while they are probably having the time of their lives with equally shitfaced people, I will be so effortlessly alone, all in the ignorable name of self-righteousness.


I cant break now,
though i am surely broken


Anonymous
05:55:11 AM

That was definitely one of the best Christmases (what on earth is the plural of Christmas-Christmai?) of my life.


Anonymous
02:05:57 AM

"It didn't taste as bad as I thought it would."

Far from high praise, but I suppose I can accept it.


Anonymous
08:29:21 PM