Wednesday, December 24, 2008

I ended high school with almost zero friends. I burned most of my bridges and I haven't looked back and I am currently the happiest I've ever been. My new friends actually care about me. My boyfriend loves me 100% and I've never experienced this close of a bond before. I had problems with drugs, yeah, and that's why most of my friends gave up on me and I've overcome. I know most of them don't read this and I know some of them still do and I don't even give a fuck if they know who they are or not. I'm happy. I'm fucking happy. I beat drugs and I beat the losers who gave up on me. Just sharing the love and I guess self-flagellating a little bit. Feels good.

12:12:00 AM


Anonymous said...


that's great and incredibly empowering.

Anonymous said...

Doesn't flagellating mean whipping? I don't mean to nitpick or anything, I just thought it was an interesting slip.

op said...

Nah, I meant to say flagellating. I meant it as being self-critical.