I haven't gotten my license yet because I'm afraid that if I do I'll end up acting on impulse and killing myself via car crash. I don't think I've told more than one person this and she could care less at this point.
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12:17:00 AM
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you would kill your self on purpose?
OP here.
Not usually. I suffer from depression and on occasion I have psychological breakdowns. I haven't attempted it before, but during one of those occasions I could see it happening.
I worried about that, too, when I got my license a year ago.
Sometimes I do careless things when I'm in the car by myself, and not by accident. But for the most part, I keep it under control.
I drive more safely when there are other people with me - lives other than mine at stake. Maybe, if you get your license, practice driving with other people. Don't let yourself be alone if it's going to be trouble.
Sometimes I see myself running off the road or when I watch cars pass me on a two lane road I say "there goes death" after each one. It would be so easy to swerve and kill myself. But for some reason it never happens, more than likely because I don't want it to happen. There is a difference between seeing it happen and wanting it to happen.
hey I do that too, anon1
Please, if you do kill yourself via car accident, do not do so by swerving into oncoming traffic. You will hurt or kill someone else so please never involve other cars in any way.
I'm sorry if this sounds cruel but my uncle was killed last year when someone going in the opposite direction swerved into his lane and his wife is still very much not over it.
OP here again.
I would never hurt someone else. I would like to think I wouldn't hurt myself either, but I worry about that quite a bit.
Wow...even though someone else has already said this, I do a thing similar to what anon 1 does. I also sometimes look over the railing at malls and think of how easy it would be for me or for someone else to just lean too far over one day. I haven't done it and probably never will. It's just strange to think how easily death could happen.
Yeah, but the fall from the second story of a shopping mall is only forceful enough to break a bone or two. MAYBE you could do more damage if you landed on your neck or head, but really, you'd need a greater height for greater certainty of results. Not like I've thought about this much or anything.
I promise she cares.
She might not. Sometimes people suck.
But if she doesn't... might be time to find a new "she."
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