I told him I loved him. Quietly, under my breath. And then I kissed him really hard so he wouldn't have a chance to say anything back, because I knew he didn't feel the same way.
I'm just glad he didn't say it back without meaning it. It means that when, or if, he does...it will mean so much more. I like that he's frugal with love. I like that I have to earn it.
And I especially liked the intensity with which he kissed me back. Fear, lust, uncertainty, and yes...the slightest hint of the beginning of that dirty four letter word. It was beautiful.
Anonymous
03:40:00 PM
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that is beautiful.
I wish I had the guts to do that
lern 2 spell, anon 3.
and lern 2 criticize intelligently. :D
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as annoying as anon 3's spelling is, I agree completely. I hooked up regularly with a guy for whom I had no romantic feelings (for over a year), but it was the most romantic kissing I've ever experienced. Some people are just really good at being tender and intimate, it might not have anything to do with whether or not he loves you.
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