right now i just don't think i can balance everything, and my friends are all bothering me, or more like i'm bothering them.
so i'm studying, sleeping, running, reading, doing anything to not focus on other people.
self centered maybe, but probably good up to a point.
oh and i should do the laundry, but i just can't get motivated ya know? (that last part is just to try and get the laundry angst tag)
Anonymous
02:27:00 AM
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i've felt almost the same way for a while, down to the laundry part. just hang in there especially if youre a senior. life will get better once the acceptances and scholarships get dealt with and life starts to calm down.
I certainly could've written this at many many points in my life. It's like, there are so many things I want to be "hardcore" about - school, maintaining friendships, music, running, eating healthy, reading for fun, envirothon, volunteering etc. I can't do them all at once. So when I find I'm really bogged down, I start focusing on the things that involve me, and it really does help. I feel better after a couple of weeks usually and then I can focus on other things. Still haven't done my laundry though.
^ I thought you had written it :o
Good luck, OP :)
i thought you could have written it too. that's funny
I do this too. Escapism. I run and I work and I read and I study and I sleep or I don't sleep, just to avoid diving into how things are and how other people are and how the world works. Because that stuff is dangerous.
The crazy thing, though?
Now that I'm in the process of getting over my escapism techniques, I'm finding that, even though it's more difficult, really diving into things headfirst feels so much better.
Just try it sometime.
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