I just want to be there for you. But I've been around long enough to learn that being there for you is being absent. It's somewhat difficult to back off sometimes, but I am trying to respect how you want to deal with it all and face everything with understanding. It's not too bad and no, I am not mad/upset if ever you think that. I really want to be all prepared for this summer. To love myself and feel confident and independent. I'm still just concerned about you. It's not that suicide watch concern of course, but a sort of cliche' "want to see you happy" sort of deal. I want to make the most of the situation. I am, however, very sorry about it all, my love. Believe me, I can relate. You know you have me. Have fun the next few days!

te amo


Anonymous
11:49:35 PM