Monday, September 29, 2008

I've never been so turned on as when, today, he ran his palms over my breasts through my shirt and fingered me though my pants in the back room. He's married. He's 49. He hasn't even kissed me, yet...and I have a boyfriend.
I feel guilty, but, when I make out with my boyfriend (17) I feel absolutely nothing. Not even a spark.
'm not a bad person. I am not a cheater or a slut. I have only kissed two people in my whole life.
So I am plagued with the question...why?


Anonymous
11:55:00 PM
9/28/2008

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Three words: Erogenous zones, experience.

Either your boy doesn't know what he's doing, or you're bored of him. If it's the former, there's hope.

Anonymous said...

A little excerpt from the diary of Monica Lewinsky! Keep telling yourself you're not a slut. That's all it takes.

Anonymous said...

WTF.

Anonymous said...

There's something seriously wrong with a 49-year-old guy treating a young girl like this, even if you aren't jail bait. Flattering as it may seem to you, and despite whatever he's telling you, he may also be molesting 13-yr-olds, or worse.

Now you see how erogenous zones can be the gateway drug to pregnancy, stds, etc. That still doesn't mean you owe this guy anything, or that you won't ever find somebody your own age who will turn you on.

Our grandparents had it right when they had extended public dating and courtship traditions--it gave people time to get to know somebody before erongenous zones come into play and swamped their better judgment. This 49-yr-old guy isn't going for your better judgment. In fact, he's counting on your not having any.

Anonymous said...

49 years old is a little dangerous.
being turned on is great, but not by someone that age. I'm sure you can find a young, hot guy who can turn you on all the same. and he'll be around your age so the possibility of marriage is there.

Anonymous said...

Call the police.