People on Tangst are some of the cruelest, most judgmental people I've ever known.
The Internet makes people too brave.
Anonymous
09:05:00 PM
7/28/2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Today my mom got laid off, my dad died long ago so this was the only source of income other than what I bring in, I already buy all the groceries and we still struggle to get by each month, I really don't know whats going to happen now.
Anonymous
12:25:00 AM
7/28/2009
Published by 龙年 2 comments
Tags: job, life, uncertainty
I'm on my second rebound, and the sight of a picture of her in a swimsuit that she had on before we hooked up once still makes my heart race.
Anonymous
11:18:00 PM
7/27/2009
Published by 龙年 4 comments
Tags: hookup, lust, relationships
I feel like every friend I have, even the ones who don't know each other, got together and said "Hey, let's all blow her off and never hang out with her and see just how depressed we can make her."
Thanks. It's working, and you have all given me the worst summer of my life.
Anonymous
09:48:00 AM
7/27/2009
Published by 龙年 5 comments
Tags: friends/friendship, summer
I'm so lonely and sad. It's past six o'clock and I've done nothing but check my email and lie on the floor reading for hours. I might go drink some of the whiskey in the pantry just for something to do, but even that seems pathetic. Fucking cold and cloudy summer days.
Anonymous
08:13:00 PM
7/26/2009
Published by 龙年 4 comments
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
For the past four years of my life I've been commited, stuck, and unhappy in a relationship. We've broken up for long periods of time within that 4 year span and each time we slowly crawl back and meet each other in the middle, its become routine really.. and once again we're in the act of crawling back, i just want to be happy again and i know this is not the way to achieve that but i feel like theres nothing else. I'm the sort of girl thats never satisfied being single. Someone please distract me from this routine, change my ways.. i manifest for the best.
Anonymous
03:02:00 PM
7/17/2009
Published by 龙年 6 comments
Tags: change, friends/friendship, life
Apart from the possible sexual aspect, what separates romantic love from platonic love? As noted by someone else, "It seems like much of the stuff separating being 'in love' from friendship does friendship a disservice." In other words, the assumption exists that romantic love trumps strong friendship, which I don't think is always the case.
I know that Tangst seems to be fairly inactive at the moment, but if anyone has any thoughts on the matter, I'm game.
Anonymous
01:33:00 PM
7/17/2009
Published by 龙年 4 comments
Tags: friends/friendship, love, wondering
Monday, July 13, 2009
This kid I've been in love with for just over two years got engaged to a girl he's known for two days. I doubt he'll go through with it (he certainly didn't when he proposed to me) but it still worries me rather a lot.
Anonymous
11:25:00 PM
7/12/2009
Published by 龙年 2 comments
Sunday, July 12, 2009
He will take the stage and I will feel the fumes of lust and fury well up behind my cheeks and I will watch him and want him and hate him.
I will never, ever find a boy that likes me back. This is it, I am throwing in the towel.
Anonymous
04:34:00 PM
7/12/2009
Published by 龙年 4 comments
Friday, July 10, 2009
Sometimes I want to die so badly that my wrists feel like they are begging to be cut.
I am so lonely.
Anonymous
10:08:00 AM
7/10/2009
Published by 龙年 2 comments
Man I totally just got drunk and told his best friends that I want to fuck him. WAY TO GO AND RUIN YOUR CHANCES WITH HIM YOU STUPID BITCH.
Anonymous
03:42:00 AM
7/10/2009
Published by 龙年 0 comments
Tags: Awkward sex, drinking
Every time I open a Hersey's chocolate bar, I do it like Charlie would and always wonder if I'm going to reveal a golden ticket.
Anonymous
07:53:00 PM
7/09/2009
Published by 龙年 4 comments
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
I am so totally okay with just being his drunk booty call. Don't even start with the "degrading" bullshit. I know what I want.
Anonymous
05:43:00 PM
7/08/2009
Published by 龙年 3 comments
It hurt a lot when he popped my cherry, and I bled for the next 4 or 5 times after. I never had an orgasm from sex with him until like a year after we had been having sex regularly, and even then, I hardly ever had orgasms with him. I used to dread sex. Now, I'm with a new guy who makes sex enjoyable and makes me come almost everytime! Thank God sex is no longer a chore.
Anonymous
01:10:00 PM
7/08/2009
Published by 龙年 0 comments
Tags: dissatisfaction, happiness, sex
Ladies: The first several times you had sex, was it bad? Did you feel anything pleasurable? Did it kind of hurt? Did it take you a long time to figure out how to make anything feel good down there?
Please don't let me be the only one experiencing this. I already feel so alone.
Anonymous
12:53:00 AM
7/08/2009
Published by 龙年 1 comments
Tags: lonely, self-improvement, sex, wondering
Monday, July 06, 2009
I love my boyfriend, more than anything. But I think I'm in denial about also liking my old best friend more than I should.
Hearts can't belong to two people...
At least, they shouldn't be allowed to.
Even writing this makes me feel ill.
Anonymous
07:34:00 PM
7/05/2009
Published by 龙年 12 comments
Tags: boys, friends/friendship, love
Thursday, July 02, 2009
Dear Summer, please end like rtfn. I'm sick of it being way too hot and boring all the time. Yeah, sure, there are the occasional beach trips and parties but that doesn't excuse the mass quantities of fucking nothing that you hurl at me every day. A month and a half left? I don't know if I can make it that long.
Anonymous
12:24:00 PM
7/02/2009
Published by 龙年 1 comments
Tags: depression, life, summer
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
I always thought this was normal for me, and that I'm just weird. But I just learned that the name for this is "passively suicidal."
Anonymous
12:55:00 PM
7/01/2009
Published by 龙年 3 comments
Tags: suicide, understanding
there is more that i want to say then i have words for. the failure of words is one i'm not sure i've ever experienced before.
all i can say is this, i'm glad and sad and hopeful and excited and depressed and angry and lonely and for lack of a better word emotional.
Anonymous
12:10:00 PM
7/01/2009
Published by 龙年 0 comments