What is it with me and her exes? First #4 and now him.

Well, I've been ... 'interested' in him for... years? a year?
And #4 was just a convenience. He knows it.

Why do I have sex with these people? Well, I guess in his case, 'would'. Not that he would have sex with me, because of the age difference.

But still.
Is it really all hormones? I'm just that weak willed? None of them are...

Is that it? Do I desire to be like them? Secretly hope that some of their inner-strength will rub off on me?

Maybe it's practice. Do I hope to become more experienced -- more skilled -- via these men?

ugh. Why does sex have to be philosophical?


Anonymous
12:35:00 PM
8/16/2008