i've recently found out that i am a completely shallow, superficial jerk who has unachieveable high standards for guys. i want perfect. i know if i wasn't, than i would've said yes. and i wouldn't have said no so quickly. i probably at least would've considered possibly saying yes to him. yes you. i'm sorry okay? it's just i'm shallow and i've always aimed for perfect finding flaws in everyone, even myself. i know it doesn't help but, it's not you, it me.

anonymous
12:29:00 AM