Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Thatonegirl needs to learn how to admin efficiently. Apparently she can't delete the initial posts after moving them to the main page. Get with the program, sister!


Anonymous
02:53:00 PM

i can't get up in the morning and i can't fall asleep at night.


Anonymous
10:50:00 PM

well fuck


Anonymous
09:48:00 PM

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Why is it that I talk to everyone about my issues except the ones involved?


Anonymous
7/31/2007 12:24:00 AM

i hate going into situations where you've already pissed off everyone there. like school, for example.


Anonymous
7/30/2007 11:07:00 PM

Sunday, July 29, 2007

I truly have some great friends, I realized that because I haven't seen them for a while and recently i saw them again. Soon I will leave for college , and I will not see them again , or at least for a while.


Anonymous
04:35:00 PM

Saturday, July 28, 2007

I hope she got home okay....


Anonymous
02:13:00 PM

I hate you, God, why did you give me this big stupid fucking mouth? I've ruined everything now.


Anonymous
11:20:00 PM

Friday, July 27, 2007

Has anyone else realized that we have more admins than posts from nearly the last 2 weeks. Tangst has really died this summer. This message probably won't even go up for another 3 days or so.


Anonymous
7/27/2007 12:32:00 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

You don't want to hang out with me? Fine, I don't care. Just DON'T keep going "I'm soo excited to see you! We'll do this! And this!" and then not invite me. Make up your fucking mind.


Anonymous
7/26/2007 12:24:00 AM

He makes my heart break, sometimes.


Anonymous
7/26/2007 12:06:00 AM

I just wish I had the right words to make everything okay again


Anonymous
7/25/2007 10:17:00 PM

when do schedules come out?


Anonymous
7/24/2007 03:36:00 PM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

is nigger a bad word? equivalent to fuck and shit?

Because I say it all the time.


Anonymous
12:53:00 AM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

The Prince's Tale > Sex


Anonymous
11:53:00 AM

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Im scared of going to college.

Anonymous
10:39:00 PM

Its odd how people overestimate the extent to which events in there own microcosm reach. In other words people think things important to them and their crowd are more universally important and known than they really are. 


I don't know if my wording made much sense to anyone else, oh well.


Anonymous
10:39:00 PM

oh today's not the day to talk.
today's the day to act.

now let's act.


Anonymous
10:29:00 PM

death, the dark cloud. one no silver lining is apparent for, death. the hurting sigh. the aching greaf.
death, the dark cloud with a golden lining. 
tomorrow the sun will still rize.
good bye.


Anonymous
09:01:00 PM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

I know hope is only going to hurt me more, but I can't help thinking this will all end in that asshole from MTV showing up saying "You got punk'd!" and me noticing all the cameras. How can I make it through these next couple weeks when I don't even know how I'll make it to tomorrow?

Anonymous
1:26 AM
7/18/2007

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

ALL RIGHT WHO THE FUCK IS SPOUTING THE MEMES.
RULES ONE AND FUCKING TWO.
TANGST DOES NOT DESERVE MEMES.

Caps Lock is cruise control for cool etc.

Just stop it guys, tangst doesn't understand. I mean, look at the Canada/bags post.


Anonymous
10:40:00 PM

I really want to just say "Fuck you your not my best friend any more" but then i realize that I'm not 8 years old granted an 8 year old would not say "fuck you".


Anonymous
11:28:00 PM

Monday, July 16, 2007

"Ooh, you look much tastier than Crabbe and Goyle, Harry," said Hermione.

Harry Potter spoiler. I kid you not.


Anonymous
09:35:00 PM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Spock: Your use of language has altered since our arrival. It is currently laced with, shall we say, more colorful metaphors, "double dumb-ass on you" and so forth.
Kirk: Oh, you mean the profanity?
Spock: Yes.
Kirk: Well that's simply the way they talk here. Nobody pays any attention to you unless you swear every other word.


Anonymous
10:58:00 PM

hello

my name is
ThatOneGirl

its nice to meet you

AP tangst, anyone?

Anonymous
05:12:00 PM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

With my wand, I shall penetrate your mind.


Anonymous
10:57:00 PM

i feel completely sexually inadequate.


Anonymous
06:54:00 AM

Monday, July 09, 2007

Dear tangst,
I've been neglecting you. I'm sorry.


Anonymous
05:57:00 PM

Sunday, July 08, 2007

One of my good friends seems to be trying to ditch me. Perhaps this is just my paranoia kicking in but it seems that they are ignoring all my attempts at contact. Perhaps they think they are too cool for me now, or maybe they just are lazy. I don't know.


Anonymous
11:31:00 PM

I've always been close with my mom. She's always shared her problems with me and I of course have confided in her too (even when I don't plan to). But now, with all this crap happening in my family, the time when we need each other the most, I can't be there for her. I've purposely detached myself in order not to get sucked in and completely stressed out. I'm scared of her problems. I'm scared of feeling what she's feeling. I don't really know what to do. I wish I could just run away and have it be better. But that wouldn't help her much, would it?


Anonymous
07:34:00 PM

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Note:

If you sent in an admin application and have not gotten a response, please send it again. The address is my.tangst@gmail.com.

I'm the older sibling. My younger sib is constantly talking about how restricted they feel. I honestly want them to follow their own path and interests, but they insist that I subconsciously force them into doing what I want. I WANT THEM TO DO WHAT THEY WANT. MAKE YOUR OWN DECISION PLEASE STOP BLAMING ME. Yes I acknowledge that I am influencial as the older sib, but I am here actively encouraging you to find out what you love. And what you love is not necessarily what I love, and vice versa.


Anonymous
08:54:00 PM

I wish I could have Queen Rania's life.


Anonymous
08:42:00 PM

FUCK YOU, MOM.

You say that all Bennett and I talk about is quotes from websites and you don't see how we can't carry on that relationship over the phone? FUCK YOU. You say that it's not really communicating at all to talk to my boyfriend on IM and I'm silly to get upset over news from him that comes over the internet? FUCK YOU. You've trivialized my relationship with my brother, you've trivialized my relationship with my lover, FUCK YOU. You don't know shit about Bennett and me and you never will. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU!

Friday, July 06, 2007

In Canada, milk comes in bags.


Anonymous
04:31:00 PM

To add to the list of shit I seriously regret but will probably laugh about later:

So apparently last night, the final night of our cruise, I decided to get really fucking drunk with the cutest boy on the boat. I remember being super excited about it. I remember the rum. I remember chugging it just to impress him, and I remember it worked. I remember talking to him and being so entranced by him. I somewhat remember crying ALLLEXXXXXXX alleexxxxx aaaaaaaaaallex while on the floor as he walked away.

Wake up this morning in my bed, found out I passed out on the promenade deck sprawled face down on the floor, someone found me, security called my mom.

Hah. What a way to have my first blackout from alcohol, security in my face and a scared mother.

He LEFT me there.
I think I will add him on facebook.


Anonymous
04:28:00 PM

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Agh!! I wish she would just have her period already so we can stop worrying about it. There's no way she's pregnant (no penetration, no direct genital contact), it's just sort of a mental thing.


Anonymous
06:45:00 AM

Do you ever feel like not wanting to go out with friends, and instead just relax (more like hang around doing nothing) at home? Or is something wrong with me.


Anonymous
02:01:00 AM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

can one become an admin if living in the "thewallshaveeyes" zone of coverage?

and not in north carolina or where ever ya'all live
?

Anonymous
08:40:00 PM

when can we check ap scores online?


Anonymous
04:04:00 PM

He told me that he liked me, that he'd "fallen for me" but not in the cheesy cliche way, I could tell that he meant it because he almost never says anything that personal.
He is possibly the greatest guy in the world, but I don't know if I like him back.


Anonymous
08:35:00 AM

how do you define flirting?


Anonymous
10:11:00 PM

Sunday, July 01, 2007

if no one is going to post that spanish or whatever post...just delete it, it's starting to be annoying


Anonymous
01:40:00 AM

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Hey mods, get your heads out of your asses and either get to work or appoint other people. I'd gladly be an admin if you need one and i'm sure other people would too.


Anonymous
09:46:00 PM

I haven't worn underwear for two weeks and I love it!


Anonymous
11:24:00 AM

GET CRUNK!


Anonymous
01:55:00 AM

i can't handle how dysfunctional my family is. i cannot take this for another two months. not to mention the fact that my friends--the people i consider the closest to me, closer than any family--are also starting to fall apart.

fuck.


Anonymous
01:24:00 AM

Thursday, June 28, 2007

I'm tired of being wrong all the time... mom, that's why we don't talk in this family. We're all tired and afraid of being wrong.

Silence can't be wrong.


Anonymous
11:46:00 PM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

I just get so sad sometimes.


Anonymous
11:23:00 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

so basically i'm trying to handle my new-found addiction to celebrity gossip. is it real? is it fake? it's exciting. screw you.

yeah, it's basically all i talk about these days and i really feel like i'm starting to get annoying. but it's really hard to resist when you see something funny or really surreal.

the spice girls might be getting back together?!?!?! what?!?!?!?!

ugh.

Anonymous
12:38:00 AM

Friday, June 22, 2007

I hate her so much that now I'm having dreams about hating her. This sucks. God, I wish I could just shoot her in the face with a shotgun full of napalm and get it over with! Thank goodness that the politicians she didn't vote for advocate gun control. Otherwise, that whore'd be dead.


Anonymous
09:21:00 PM

gonna go to a party and gonna get real drunk. need a lie to tell my mom so i dont have to drive home drunk. I need to figure out why i need to stay overnight.


Anonymous
05:58:00 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

So are SAT II tests supposed to be a lot easier than the regular SAT? I just found out I did a lot better on them.


Anonymous
11:42:00 AM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

oh it's summer.

oh it's been a while since i've kissed a boy. man i miss it.

Anonymous
05:04:00 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007

Yesterday, my companion to the foreign nation of Japan, his uncle, his uncle's fiance, and I were walking through the harajuku district of Tokyo up towards the Meiji Shrine when I saw a Japanese kid holding a "free hugs" sign. After humoring him he asked me, albeit in broken english rather hard to understand, if I would like to join him in his cause, but let's be real, I'm in Japan, I'm trying to take it all in, I only have two weeks, and the rest of my party is waiting for me, I don't have time.

On the long walk up to the shrine, however, this logic began to bother me. Why shouldn't this be a part of my experience in Japan? Why is anything else more important than this? On the way back down I got my friend to speed ahead of the two others with us back down to where the free hugs people were. We stood there for about an hour giving out hugs and talking to the people around us.


It was beautiful.

I've cried more in the past week than I did all last year. That's not because I didn't cry last year. And I wish I could be just the slightest bit ironic and admit that I've been crying for no reason, but I haven't. I've had so many reasons to cry lately. I'm so tired of it.


Anonymous
01:29:00 AM

FUCK HIM. He didn't have to lie. and he did. Over and over again. I hate him for leading me to believe he was different. He's not different. He's an ass.


Anonymous
12:18:00 AM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

I'm so excited to see you and hang out...but you're going to see me in a swimsuit...:\


Anonymous
10:08:00 PM

I don't know who I'm in love with anymore. Which makes me wonder if this is desperation and loneliness rather than non-platonic feelings at work. I'm so confused.


Anonymous
02:52:00 AM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

I've forgotten how to cry


Anonymous
06:36:00 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007

I'm being consumed by this stupid website (not tangst) and I can't stop it. It's not the porn, definitely not the porn, I don't really care all that much about the porn but it's more the fact that I'm a part of this living, breathing entity that is the festering spawn of the intarwebs. I understand the meaning of An Hero and Do a barrel roll and slowpoke and Anonymous and Grinman. I spent four hours on the website without even noticing time going by. My sense of humor is narrowing to almost specifically what is posted on /b/ and I feel this sense of importance and superiority.

Fuck yeah seaking.
Fuck yeah 4chan.

I hate myself.


Anonymous
05:19:00 PM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Recently, I've started taking care of myself more: making myself a hearty breakfast instead of giving up and eating cereal; spending some of my own money to actually buy things that i like and enjoy; making time for myself; realizing that i can be beautiful. You know what? I really like it. I like myself. Not in a weird narcissitic way, but in a "I'm comfortable with myself/I'm growing up" kind of way.
I feel good.


Anonymous
01:14:00 PM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

I want to be able to go through my teenage years without being consumed with the opposite sex. Or maybe that's just not possible. Or maybe it is.


Anonymous
10:06:00 PM

I don't like life.


Anonymous
02:05:00 AM

I should have told you the truth when you asked. Now it's definitely too late for that and I'm terribly sorry for it all. Maybe if I admitted I was in love with you, you wouldn't have gone back to her. Maybe you wouldn't be miserable now. And maybe I wouldn't hate her as much for treating you so badly. I'm sorry for my weakness.

But I'm even more sorry that we are too much alike for anything to have worked anyways.

Besides, we both need friends more than significant others right now anyways.


Anonymous
02:01:00 AM

Monday, June 11, 2007

How likely is a girl to get pregnant without actual penetration of any kind?

Like the worst that might have happened would be slight contact between the semen and the outside of the vagina.

I understand that it is virtually impossible, I just want to hear someone else say it.


Anonymous
07:08:00 PM

I want so badly to be aggressive, punch someone in the face, maybe kill someone, at the very least tell people in no uncertain terms exactly what I think of them. But not all of us can be Lady Macbeth. I'm stuck as a whiny, indecisive Hamlet.


Anonymous
06:46:00 PM

i think i would give anything to shag the brains out of Matt Damon, Leo DiCaprio, Edward Norton, or Brad Pitt .
Wow.


Anonymous
01:08:00 AM

Saturday, June 09, 2007

Summer senior interviews. Should I go for it? Will it cause me more stress than it's really worth? What do I have to do to prepare?


Anonymous
09:22:00 PM

I want to fight with you more, just so we can make up again.
This is lovely.


Anonymous
09:12:00 PM

Friday, June 08, 2007

how much does birth control cost? the pill, that is...


Anonymous
04:30:00 PM

Thursday, June 07, 2007

I think he's about to break up with me. I don't know what I did, though.


Anonymous
07:08:00 PM

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

I've lost my confidence in my ability to be sexy for you. I don't know if I can ever get it back, knowing I'm nowhere as good as your lightning strike lust affair was... how can I ever compare to all the other people who've fucked you before? And I know there's so much more to our relationship than the sex, but still. I want you to want my body, not just accept it as an okay consolation prize that comes with my love. But without confidence, I can't be sexy.


Anonymous
09:59:00 PM

I'm getting sick of the seniors thinking they're better than everyone else just because they're done with high school. In all of my classes, when my junior friends and I would get excited about being seniors next year some senior bastard would come along and say "Oh yeah we'll we're going to college, suck it bitch you have one more year ha ha". Look, I realize you're excited. Good for you. We're excited too and being rude about it just makes you look like an asshole. I want somewhere to be excited about being a senior without someone reminding me that I'm not the one going to college. Have your graduation parties and have your college and have all the other shit you want, all I'm asking is that you stop peeing on our parade. If you feel you need to put us down and brag about yourself please just shut up and have your fiesta somewhere else.


Anonymous
07:50:00 PM

i think my first kiss might have been with a girl...?
i'm not gay, but it sure was interesting. i don't think i'm going to count it, though... hopefully i just won't be so bad when the real thing comes.


Anonymous
04:23:00 PM

Monday, June 04, 2007

school is done. and i dont know what to do with myself. I feel all giddy because i feel like i have something to do. but i dont. i have nothing to do. and its stressing me out.

I think school has ruined me psychologically.


Anonymous
08:45:00 PM

And with the end of Senior year...tangst has, as expected, died.

RIP.


Anonymous
03:48:00 PM

Sunday, June 03, 2007

What I really want is not to do better but to have an excuse for not doing better.


Anonymous
10:16:00 PM

Saturday, June 02, 2007

I really like this article. It makes me feel much better about my own relationships:

http://dating.personals.yahoo.com/singles/relationships
/36/is-the-one-youre-dating-the-one



Anonymous
06:19:00 PM

My foreign language teacher used to say "you don't air your dirty laundry in public." I ought to remember that more often. It only creates more problems to advertise your relationship troubles.


Anonymous
11:31:00 AM

Friday, June 01, 2007

I keep thinking about conversations I'll have with my friends at school when I see them again just like always. Then I realize that these conversations will never happen. Its really weird. I'm really gonna miss enloe, or at leasts it's people.


Anonymous
09:44:00 PM

With the last day of senior year...I've realized that I have to grow up. That includes saying goodbye to Tangst.

I can't post on here anymore.

Goodbye.


Anonymous
05:28:00 PM

I've figured out how my emotions cycle:

Nov-Jan= sucky. I hate life.

Jan-March= better. life is good:)

March-April= sucky again. frusterated because I don't know why.

Then my birthday rolls around and life is great. And it stays that way until November...


Anonymous
12:03:00 AM

Thursday, May 31, 2007

i never understood how it was possible to like the same person for so long (after obtaining them). i never liked the guy as much after we started going out. something always went wrong. but with him it's different. i like my him more and more every day.


Anonymous
11:40:00 PM

I am terrified that number 39 was made for me.

Anonymous
07:26:00 PM

I am terrified that number 33 was made for me.

Anonymous
07:26:00 PM

Since everyone in my family left the house, I turned up technopop music really loudly on my computer, and danced madly around the house.

I highly suggest doing this.

Today boxbox smiled at me, possibly the last time I'll ever see him. It is sad, as I haven't any real excuse to contact him again, probably.

But he's a cool person. He's just one of the millions of things I'm going to miss about Enloe.

Anonymous
05:43:00 PM

For the first time I can remember, I really honestly, to the depth of my soul think it's all going to be alright.

Anonymous
05:41:00 PM

i have lost all of the motivation i used to have. i am going to fail at everything i try and do for the rest of my life. and i don't even care enough to be upset about it.


Anonymous
01:30:00 AM

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

I came so close to comitting suicide today but I turned away at the last second I am a coward...


Anonymous
09:48:00 PM

I would like to think you really are just interested in knowing what music I listen to, like you implied. But I'm pretty sure you were just trying to steal my ipod.


Anonymous
09:06:00 PM

I've never been completely honest with anyone in my entire life. I can't think of a single person I've talked to and not lied to at least once.


Anonymous
08:26:00 PM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

I think we should start a discussion to create a list of break up rules, how, when and where to break up...


Anonymous
11:31:00 PM

I got to go to prom with the cutest guy in the school. But the whole night I couldn't stop looking at someone else. What the fuck have I gotten myself into?


Anonymous
11:01:00 PM

Scotty doesn't know


Anonymous
09:59:00 PM

I'm sorry...


Anonymous
09:18:00 PM

I'm pregnant. My parents can't even look at me anymore.


Anonymous
08:07:00 PM

I masturbate to get myself ready for the real thing.

I don't want him to know I'm a virgin.


Anonymous
06:21:00 PM