I called his phone just to hear his voice.

fuck I'm pathetic.


Anonymous
11/10/2007 06:44:00 PM

i confess:
that i don't know if we're friends or not.

i care about you, and i want to talk to you. but everything is going crazy in my mind. i'm sorry. i'll call.

i care about you too, but you're a different story. i didn't think that we could be friends, just because i'm not usually friends with my ex, but we seem okay. truce?


Anonymous
11:19:52 AM

why doesnt you just pick up the phone and call me??!?!?!

I want to talk to you about nothing for hours. i want to hear your voice.

but you insist on using facebook messages for our way of communicating.

why is he so scared?


Anonymous
10:45:26 PM

i think the worst part of everything is waiting.

really, is it that hard to pick up your phone and call someone? no.

is it really that hard to say what's on your mind? maybe, but it's not like it's anything dire--just SAY it, goddammit, why do we all play such foolish games of cat-and-mouse?


why can't people bloody say what they're feeling?


Anonymous
11:27:41 PM

i know that i'm supposed to be doing the whole "hard to get" deal, but is it just me or is it really HARD?!

i don't want to come off as desperate. i sent him a text last night--no response. another text today--no response. i just want to call him and talk to him... but i know i shouldn't.

dammit, you know how they say that it's okay for girls to make the first move? well what happens when you HAVE made the first move...?

i do think he likes me, though.


Anonymous
10:18:38 PM

Everytime I talk to him online I want more than anything to pick up the phone and call him. I might do it soon.


Anonymous
03:30:05 PM