Thursday, February 26, 2009

I'm afraid I can never be satisfied having just one person. Whenever I get in a relationship,after about a week or two, I already want out and subconsciously I start to sabotage it. Well, this time, I'm with a really good guy. A great guy. Smart, funny, sweet, considerate, everything I don't deserve. He's also kind of clueless and inexperienced. But there's this other guy who I've kissed before who told me we'd never be more than friends with benefits. He's a complete ass. Arrogant, self-centered, but incredibly sexy. He knows exactly what he's doing. And I can't forget him. He started texting me again last night and I think something might happen with us again. The sad thing is I feel exhilarated. But I'm also terrified of breaking my boyfriend's heart. He's so fragile already.

02:56:00 PM


Anonymous said...

You can't control your attractions, but you can control your actions. Decide what kind of person you are going to be, and the consequences will follow.

Anonymous said...

I feel ya girl

Anonymous said...

the boy who wants the booty call does not deserve you if you want a relationship. he doesn't care about who you are and your feelings, he just wants you for your body and you are worth more than that. I'm not saying go for the inexperienced guy but don't give into this other guy. in the end, he will be an ass and will leave you completely dissatisfied.