I hate doing all the work in a friendship. I'm always the one who has to call you. You never think to invite me to your get togethers, and most of the time I don't find out about them until it's too late. I'd feel better if I thought you were just lazy, but since you spend so much time with your other friends (that you have known for less time than you have known me), I get the feeling that you just don't like me that much.
It wouldn't hurt so much if I didn't think of you as one of my better friends. One of my only friends.
I know people drift apart naturally over time, and five and a half years is nothing to cry over, but I just feel that this is the story of my life. I make a friend, and we're really close for a while. Then they meet other people, and stop hanging out with me. I try to make it work for a while, but eventualy I see it is foolish to keep up a one sided friendship. I wished it wouldn't happen to you, and I invested a lot to keep it from happening, but there's really no use wasting your time anymore.
I hope you're happy, I really do. You deserve it. But you don't deserve unconditional love from someone you don't really like.
Anonymous
06:45:00 PM
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I've felt that way before.
But you don't deserve unconditional love from someone you don't really like.
I hate to say this, because I understand where you're coming from, but the whole point of unconditional love is....that it's unconditional. They do nothing to deserve it, but you still give it.
Maybe "unconditional love" was a bit strong. What I meant was that if I'm no longer her friend, but she's mine, then I'm holding her to an obligation that she no longer feels.
I think this post is about me, hah.
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