This is utterly ridiculous. I want out.


Anonymous
11:16:00 AM

It will not get better. It will get worse and it will not get better. It will get worse because I am making it worse and it will not get better.


Anonymous
10:38:00 PM

Everyone around me is in a relationship except one friend of mine. That's complicated because he loves me and I don't love him, (which is stupid because he's a nice guy and all, but this stuff is supposed to happen, not be forced...) and now apperantly so much as agreeing to hang out with him now is 'leading him on'.

The person I do love just got a girlfriend last night to match up with all the other 'friends' who all hooked up over spring break and never told me about it.

Thanks guys.

I deleted all the information off of my facebook, removed my aim profiles, privatized every livejournal account.

I'm going to dissappear off of the face of the planet socially.

...and none of them are actually going to notice.


Anonymous
11:23:00 AM

you know I don't like to listen to other peoples advice. not because I am too proud, but because far too often people tell you to do something that really just serves their own purposes.


Anonymous
01:07:00 AM

What Causes Cold?

Welcome, children,
You’ve made it to the world.
But I’m sad to say
That all the autographs have faded
Off the walls.
All the tomes
That you picked apart and analyzed
Were based upon the theory
Of The Loss of Innocence.
And, children, now that you’re here,
You can lose that innocence again
And again and forever.
It’s hard to find what’s lost.
And I’m sorry to say
That all the photographs
Have evaporated up
From their slots on the walls.
Oh, but don’t fret.
The beautiful people,
They still exist.
But you should hurry on up
Before their frail frames die.
Will your end be the same?
Oh no, don’t ask me,
The decision is yours alone.
Just don’t search for salvation in yourself.
You’ll never find the stamina
To be perfect.
I’m sickened to say
That these ravenous ghosts
Will never cease
To search for and strike at your senses.
You see, the weather report
Isn’t the only reason that you shiver.
Do you know what causes cold?
It’s a lack of heat.
Warm up the world, please.
The sun can only shine
On one half at a time,
And while you bask in the sun’s light,
There will always be another child
Saying prayers in the dark.
I’m sad to say
That Marie Antoinette
Didn’t really let them eat cake.


Anonymous
11:29:35 PM

Now my "Stop" Poem:

Electronegativity
Ions, none, and metal burns
it’ll take your tongue
and leave you with nothing
no hydrogen or hydroxide
in selfish stability
Ionize, ionosphere, and hear the northern lights

If my tooth fell out
would you make me drink vinegar
and would it mix with the blood
like static electricity, electro! negativity
e=mc^2 and the theory of relativity
I can taste the vinegar on my tongue
faster than the jump of an (synapse!) electron

We’re all just byproducts of
our constant, ceaseless entropy
we’re screeching metal. rock and dirt
and to dust we will return because
the universe hates the taste of metal
but loves it when electrons jump
into an early grave.


Anonymous
08:44:02 PM