i'm finally happy in the area of the opposite gender.


Anonymous
11:27:42 PM

i don't care if you get a new girlfriend, finally. but i hope we can be friends. hope.


Anonymous
11:27:03 PM

What does it fucking matter anymore? Who the fuck cares? This whole life is amounting to a little bit less then nothing.


Anonymous
09:27:14 PM

We don't talk anymore.

It's as if because there's no more relationship (no more sex) I'm not worth it. That because we've seen each other naked, we can't be friends anymore so we shouldn't try.

I thought we promised it'd never be awkward. I thought we promised to always be friends. Every time I try to remind you, you push me farther away.

Should I just leave you alone?


Anonymous
07:13:56 PM

no matter what you do, you always let somebody down.


Anonymous
07:05:05 PM

Jeremy spoke in class today.


Anonymous
11:44:07 PM

so did we win the homecoming game?


Anonymous
10:19:10 PM

Here's a morehead, there's a morehead, and another little morehead; funny morehead, fuzzy morehead, morehead, morehead, fuck.

Morehead morehead, cheesecake, morehead; tablet, brick, potato, morehead; morehead, morehead, mushroom, morehead, morehead, morehead, fuck.

I was once a senior,
I made a mistake
but I never saw how much time this app would take
I was only three months dead,
so I tell the tale:
and now listen, little child, and while you can--please bail.


Just a word of warning. :p

i'm sorry if i can't control my emotions sometime. it's not my fault. it's just who i am. i know it's annoying, but i'm not the only one who has flaws.

i'm working on admitting them.


Anonymous
12:12:42 PM

Brutal sensations of the flesh being sliced off the bones my fingers have been flashing through my head for the last two days. The pain is excruciating even though I can't feel it and it's not there. I've just started picturing the safey pins stuck in my wrists and all the while my fingers are still being destroyed.

I'll never see a psychiatrist, not if I can help it, but I don't know how much more imaginary pain I can take.


Anonymous
01:29:04 AM

aches and pains mean nothing compared to the damage done by you.


Anonymous
11:11:26 PM

Now that I know I like you I almost don't want to talk to you--I'm so freaking awkward you will probably decide I'm a complete idiot within five minutes.


Anonymous
10:00:58 PM

I scare myself. More and more I imagine doing violence to people who I am angry with. Lately I've been having disgustingly violent dreams, they feel so visceral and gratifying.


Anonymous
07:25:56 PM

you are much more attractive in girl pants and eyeliner. too bad every day isn't emo day.


Anonymous
06:07:44 PM

Dressing up as another person creates an amazing feeling. How I wish I could be this person every day. Have you ever changed, from one person to the next? It is amazing..


Anonymous
05:51:22 PM

no one comments anymore. this is lame!


Anonymous
11:32:39 PM

so i've been friends with him since middle school. last year i really got to know him. and now we barely ever see each other but we still talk and complain about how we need to see each other more.

I might like him but...I dont know if I do! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


Anonymous
10:34:15 PM

I really wish I heard from you more.


Anonymous
10:25:27 PM

there are days when i just want to punch people in the face... for being dumb/stupid/annoying/worthless/a waste of time, air, and space, etc.

today i think i set the record for the number of people who deserve to get punched in the face.
one of those people is a teacher. i hate this man. i don't think i've hated a teacher more than him (which is saying something considering my ninth grade geometry teacher had a hate club--all of her students were part of it). i want to throttle him. i know that i'm not going to make it through the semester.

i can't even do anything about it, either.
i feel like it's very abnormal that i'm feeling so violent, but i don't know what else to do. frustration leads me to violence, none of which is ever carried out because im' a good little girl who is respectful and gets all her homework done.
massive sleep deprivation is NOT helping my case.


i don't know what to do; i don't think there is anything that i can do, i just needed to vent.


otherwise i might actually kick someone in the balls/ovaries or punch 'em in the face.


Anonymous
08:13:18 PM

I wish I could just finish this damn college application. Instead I keep getting panic attacks. Well this doesn't help my chances at admittance, now does it?


Anonymous
04:59:28 PM