Merry Christmas to all,
And to all, a good night!

--

It doesn't feel like Christmas for me this year, but the time is thusly upon us. The gifts are bought, decorations are hung about the house, and food has begun to be prepared.

I just don't really feel in the mood. I'm physically sick and mentally exhausted. I've been stressed and overworked. And to top it off, I'm growing distant from my family.

Basically, I'm getting old and crotchety, with no end in sight.


Scrooge
12:00:00 AM
12/25/2008

I can't control how upset I get sometimes. I transferred from a school that made me incredibly depressed to a school where all of my friends are at. I live with two good friends, one of whom picks fights with me constantly (A definite source of anger). My grades are not as solid as they were last year, and the classes are harder, but that's what I wanted.. right? Mostly I feel bad because innocent bystanders (friends and family) get pulled into the vortex. I don't want to drag them down, and I hope they know that I don't mean to take it out on them. I love them. I'm a coward.


Anonymous
11:26:00 PM
12/24/2008

We're going to have sex. I really think we are. I'm so excited and I'm so scared. I'm a virgin and I'm 18.


Anonymous
11:23:00 PM
12/24/2008

I left my house the other day out of frustration and I realized I had no where in Raleigh to go. So I dropped by cookout and went to Best Buy right before they closed and drove around the beltline.


Anonymous
09:43:00 PM
12/24/2008

I'm BEYOND happy. I've been waiting for this guy for years and it's happening and I can't believe it. I will never have to look at another man again in my life!


Anonymous
11:09:00 AM
12/24/2008

I really wish you hadn't done that. I have, yet again, been given too much knowledge and I don't know what to do with it. I would never rat you out, but I would sacrifice our friendship to help you. I will not be your enabler.


Anonymous
01:38:00 AM
12/24/2008

I ended high school with almost zero friends. I burned most of my bridges and I haven't looked back and I am currently the happiest I've ever been. My new friends actually care about me. My boyfriend loves me 100% and I've never experienced this close of a bond before. I had problems with drugs, yeah, and that's why most of my friends gave up on me and I've overcome. I know most of them don't read this and I know some of them still do and I don't even give a fuck if they know who they are or not. I'm happy. I'm fucking happy. I beat drugs and I beat the losers who gave up on me. Just sharing the love and I guess self-flagellating a little bit. Feels good.


Anonymous
12:12:00 AM
12/23/2008

Seriously. Learn to take care of yourself. Stand up by yourself, learn how to take care of yourself, learn to take emotional responsibility of yourself. I'm sick of wiping you off the floor when you make it so easy for you to end up there. Be proactive about finding solutions to your problems, don't just schlep yourself around in a funk. no one wants to be around that, no matter how much we love you.


Anonymous
11:56:00 PM
12/22/2008

The truth is, I'm not a virgin.


Anonymous
10:52:00 PM
12/21/2008

I feel really guilty right now. That sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach.

But I don't know why. I don't think I've done anything to feel guilty about.

This ever happen to anyone else?


Anonymous
01:40:00 AM
12/21/2008

I have never been attracted to another girl until now.

We smoke cigarettes together and weed whenever one of us has any. We've drank together. She's the only girl I've ever had sexual thoughts about. And god, I want her so badly sometimes. We get into deep conversations, revealing things we've never told to anyone else, sharing our fears and our dreams with each other. We connect on the deepest levels on the deepest subjects. And I might let all this go except sometimes I get the feeling that she feels some attraction towards me too. I think about wanting to kiss her when we have sleepovers together. I honestly would like to let this go, but I can't when she asks me to come sleep on the couch with her at sleepovers with our friends or when she tells me I look good and almost flirts with me in inconspicuous ways. It gets exhausting sometimes not acting on what I feel. I'd like to kiss her just once to see if there really is anything there.


Anonymous
05:09:00 PM
12/20/2008

Maintaining a relationship is difficult when you have no money.

ps before your dirty little fingers touch the keyboard telling me to "get a job" I already have one.


Anonymous
04:21:00 PM
12/20/2008

I thought after a semester apart I wouldn't be in love with her anymore. I still am.


Anonymous
12:38:00 AM
12/20/2008

This guy and I have been kind of "seeing" each other over the past few weeks and it's getting kind of official. I've been really wary of labeling "dating" or "boyfriend/girlfriend" though that's what it's growing closer and closer to. So he's an amazing guy and everything but yesterday he wanted me to meet his best friend. His best friend is way more attractive, has the exact same interests as me, has the same sense of humor as me and has a slight romantic interest in me. I know this sounds terrible, but his best friend is such a better match for me that he is and we flirted really hardcore yesterday.

Oh no! What do I do?


Anonymous
12:54:00 PM
12/19/2008

Hooooooly shit.

1)I thought this was a place for people to come together, to trust strangers with their secrets, and not to be completely bashed about their lives.

2)Wasn't there some rule about not disclosing the identity of posters? Good job following your own rules, admins.

3)Spoiled fucking brats. We are super fortunate to live within the small percentage of the population that actually gets to go to college, and you have the nerve to think it's SAD to be going to Wake Tech? It's education! It's good education! Just because it doesn't cost your mommies and daddies 15000 a year to go doesn't make it any less of a good basic studies place.

4)So what if he lied? Have you guys never lied in your lifetime? If he was embarassed about not getting into UNC (which he shouldn't be) then cut him some fucking slack, let him say what he needs to to feel better.

You guys make me sick. We have enough bullshit going on in the world today and for you to come here and attack someone because of a lie? Get a fucking grip and look at yourselves. Nobody is perfect. Leave him alone. What little faith I had left in people is now gone because of you, tangsters. Thanks.


Anonymous
02:21:00 AM
12/18/2008

Someday I will fall for someone who isn't some kind of addict. Perhaps if I tell myself this enough it will come true, though at the moment it's hardly likely. The people I find myself attracted to all seem to have a criminal side, and consequently I seem to spend a lot of time wondering which one will die youngest. They're all liars and thieves and I miss them terribly.


Anonymous
10:37:00 PM
12/17/2008

i only feel ok when i drink


Anonymous
12:32:00 AM
12/17/2008

my brother's on ecstasy. wtf do I do. who do I tell. he's hurting me so much.


Anonymous
12/14/2008
06:06:00 AM

In 9th grade I said I'd never give a guy a "blowjob" because it's such a gross and degrading thing to do, while my friends were like "well I might, depending on the circumstances."

I was dead set against EVER doing anything like that and surprise, surprise- I'm in 10th grade now and I'm the first out of my friends to give a guy head. and what eats me up the most is the fact I was completely pressured into it by my boyfriend. We were fooling around in his room and he had just fingered me and I asked him what I could do for him. I figured he'd want a handjob, but he wanted a blowjob. We'd been dating for a week. He'd fingered me twice. I hadn't even given him a handjob yet. I told him no at first. I told him he knew how I felt about this type of thing, but he persisted telling me "I'd do the same for you."

"It's the only thing that will make me happy. I masturbate everyday, a handjob won't do anything for me. I promise you." I just kept asking are you sure it wouldn't be different if I gave you a handjob instead of you doing it to yourself? "No, no. It won't do anything for me." and he just kept telling me this over and over and he made me believe him.- That a blowjob was the only way. That he would of course, without a doubt do the same thing for me. So I gave in. I did it. and afterwards when I went home and took a shower, I felt so dirty and horrible about myself. I felt raped of my innocence and my pride all at once, all by that simple action.

But more than anything I felt untrue to myself.

Regardless to say, he never ate me out. and we've broken up because he went off telling his buddies that he was getting laid every night and bragging about how he got a blowjob. I wish I had said no. I wish I hadn't given into him. I wish that I could have atleast done that to a guy I loved so passionately that I WANTED to do that to him, BECAUSE I felt so strongly for him.


Anonymous
12/13/2008
06:48:00 PM

I'm bitterly, horribly angry with myself. Why do I mess up every good thing in my life?


Anonymous
12/13/2008
01:52:00 PM

As the Rich Get Poorer, Teenagers Feel the Crunch (NY Times)

There are some pretty priceless quotes in that article. It's so fucking surreal.


Anonymous
12/12/2008
01:36:00 PM

So this is quite a bit late, but still the source of some angst on my part.

I hate that admins/contributors on this site know who I am. I originally joined as a mysterious figure, and I enjoyed it. Sithgirl correctly weeded me out, but other than that I was just a faceless voice. At some point in a gathering of Tangst people I made the mistake of revealing myself to a few others. As one admin said at the time, "Knight_racer's posts were so much cooler before I knew who was writing them."

I wanted to say, "I claimed them because I'm proud of what I've done. Look at who I really am. I can't be real here, and now. But look at what I write, and look at what I think and feel. Know me for who I am, don't judge me for who I've become."

But I didn't. I should have remained anonymous, a faceless voice in a sea of anonymity. But I didn't.

So I say to all of you now. Congratulations. You on here have come to know me for me, not for who I pretend to be. And for all those who do know me, I beseech you to look back. Take a second look. Forget to judge, and read my words with fresh eyes and an open mind.

Not all is as it seems.

I survived my first semester at college. I know no one else thinks that it's a big deal but to me it means everything. Internal celebration! I feel like I live a completely different life now that no one in high school can ever comprehend. I've learned so much that can't be taught in school and I'm so happy. I did it. I survived. Only seven semesters left and I'm looking forward to every one of them.


Anonymous
12/07/2008
06:20:00 PM

why are most condoms 7+ inches if the average penis is 5.5-6?


Anonymous
05:45:00 PM
12/07/2008

Damn.

I was just looking through some things on the site like "Tangst beginnings" and my own profile where I declare that I am a Junior at Enloe High..

I just want to say: "Tangst. Fuck yes." Because though we've worried you are going to roll over and die, or whatever, people still look at this site.

Has much else comparable in your life lasted since 2006? It's pretty awesome.

Dr. A
2:16:00 AM
12/5/2008 (!)

20-page paper on the location of God in the physical universe, due Monday. Haven't started. Dear God, please help me by telling me where You are, speaking from a physicist's standpoint.

I hate her and I think she's finally, finally starting to notice.

bitch.


Anonymous
12/04/2008
11:07:00 PM

I hate it when people flame others when posting anonymously. Really? Do you think you are on such moral high ground that you can attack me? Then have the balls to post your fucking name.

Anonymity gives you a feeling of power and it's sick that people would abuse that just to feel superior or get a rush.

Guess what? It doesn't make you sound cool. It makes you sound like an ASSHOLE!

Note: I'm not talking about the named contributors, just the jerks that hide behind "Anonymous" when responding.

Maggie
12/03/2008
09:22:00 AM

I'm hooking up with a boy who really, REALLY likes me. I already shot down the idea of a stable relationship once and it broke his heart but he continued to hook up with me. I don't know if I can do it again. I really like sleeping in his bed and giving him kisses and having lots of sex but he's just not what I'm looking for. How do I break it to him that I'm not interested in something exclusive?

Anonymous
12/02/2008
09:29:00 AM

Hilarious Orgasms Anyone?

Okay, I'm just wondering: has anyone else experienced a hilarious orgasm?

I'm not talking about an orgasm or situation in which you had one that was funny (although that would be a great post), I'm talking about an orgasm that gives you this insatiable need to burst out laughing. It's an orgasm that gives you a fit of the giggles.

There's nothing inherently funny about it, but you just can't stop yourself.

They've happened to me about three times (also only with a partner, never by myself) and I was wondering if anyone else has experienced this oddity?


-PChis
12/1/2008
10:27 PM

I hooked up with this girl over Thanksgiving.

She was giving me head and all of a sudden she gagged. It made me laugh. And I want to hear more girls make that sound.

Am I a freak?

Anonymous
12/01/2008
09:08:00 AM

You know how they say that once you go black you never go back?

Its a lie. I was with a black guy before my current (white) boyfriend. My new guy is so much more fun.

And the whole stigma about black guys being better-endowed? Also a lie.

Geez society tell us the truth once in a while.

Anonymous
12/01/2008
09:05:00 AM

I hate my roommate. She never gives me and my boyfriend any space.

Anonymous

11/30/2008

10:23:00 PM

I am extremely self-concious about my penis size. I think I'm small, though my gf says otherwise.

I just don't know. What is average?


-Anonymous
11/30/2008
1:10 PM

it's difficult though.

It's been more than three years.

Time to give up the ghost, honestly.

dr. a
11/25/08
2:36 AM

I'm disgusted with everybody in my life right now, including myself. It seems that wrong decisions are being made by everybody.

Anonymous
11/23/2008
01:38:00 AM

I abuse drugs to keep myself in school.

Anonymous
11/21/2008
03:04:00 AM

Whats a good date for a 4 month anniversary with a girlfriend?, cheap because im a broke college student, this means a little more though than your average 4 month cause its the first time in a while we've seen each other.


Anonymous
11/18/2008
01:46:00 AM

I kissed a man more than 30 years older than me. He's married.
I can't even tell my best friend. But I liked it. A lot.


Anonymous
11/16/2008
07:22:00 PM

Excerpts from my new textbook: Information Theory and the Human Mind

"As information becomes more easily accessible, the value of being able to recall that information in response to a stimulus (such as definition of an obscure word) drops while the value of being able to recall that information in an generative context (such as trying to come up with the best word to phrase a sentence) holds steady. However, the value of knowing a particular piece of information in a generative context will easily rise or fall based upon its relation to the environment in which the individual is."

We don't need to wait for the future for the human brain to be hooked up to a computer; the Wikipedia Age has already started that process.


Anonymous
11/15/2008
03:16:00 PM

I give up. Fuck college.


Anonymous
11/14/2008
02:05:00 AM

http://dsc.discovery.com/news/2008/11/13/bone-marrow-aids.html

Turns out I was kinda off, instead of Leukemia curing AIDS...its the CURE to leukemia that cures AIDS? What????


Anonymous
11/13/2008
03:08:00 PM

I'm terrified you'll never call again because I took the pills.


Anonymous
11/12/2008
12:46:00 PM

my skin wears the signatures of a thousand sleepless nights, of smudged makeup, of forgetting my name, of the judging looks of my peers

what have i done?

what have i lost?


Anonymous
11/11/2008
01:55:00 AM

i just need my best friend back. too bad my counselor told me to shun him.


Anonymous
11/10/2008
01:45:00 AM

I wish I could sing like Juliet Simms of Automatic Loveletter.


Anonymous
11/10/2008
12:51:00 AM

I love and hate hanging out with my ex boyfriend. I miss him more than anything, being around him brings me joy, but it tears my world apart knowing that he doesn't feel the same way.


Anonymous
11/08/2008
02:51:00 PM

I love my boyfriend more than anything in the world.
But my friend...
When he said that he was so lonely he sleeps with his arm around a pillow for comfort, I really wanted to be that pillow.
I want them both.


Anonymous
11/07/2008
02:29:00 AM

These guys look like Christmas was canceled.

http://www.cnn.com/2008/POLITICS/11/05/angry.mccain.supporters/index.html?iref=werecommend

And I love it!


Anonymous
11/06/2008
06:39:00 AM

If Obama doesn't win this I will be one of the faceless mob that burns this city.


Anonymous
11/04/2008
07:07:00 PM

I wish posting on the internet made me feel better. Instead, it just makes me feel like a snitch. Like I'm posting for the world to see, and that's too revealing. I don't like anonymous advice, it seems somehow cowardly.

Anonymous
10:39:00 PM
11/01/2008

I don't think Im in love with her but she thinks she is with me. I don't want to hurt her. I don't know if I want to be with her anymore. I have alot to think about and no time to think.

Anonymous
04:58:00 PM
10/30/2008

if you give a guy a blowjob and swallow his cum can you become pregnant from that?

Anonymous
03:41:00 PM
10/30/2008

i haven't been on this website in a while. but.... roommate against. anyone?


Anonymous
10/30/2008
08:13:00 AM

okay so I have some sexual questions for those of you who are a bit more experienced.

My boyfriend fingered me for the first time yesterday (it was my first time being fingered) and I went to change my underwear because they felt wet and I didn't expect to see blood on them, but there was a decent amount of blood on my underwear and I had my period just a week ago so what is it from? is it possible he popped my cherry by fingering me?


Anonymous
10/28/2008
10:29:00 AM

Don't you just love coming into the cafeteria, seeing a friend, sitting down at the table with them, and suddenly being plunged into an unexpected political debate?

I should have just eaten in my room.


Anonymous
10/27/2008
07:48:00 PM

25 million dollars raised in support of Proposition 8? Sad.

I oppose it anyhow, but even if you don't - all of that money could be spent on something worthwhile. Darfur, hurricane victims, orphans in third-world countries, whatever. Any of those would be a better use of that much money than opposition of gay marriage.


Anonymous
10/23/2008
09:45:00 PM

PLEASE POST THESE.
Some people need this. Please don't forget about us.


Anonymous
10/23/2008
05:30:00 PM

It's taken so long for these secrets to be posted that they're mostly irrelevant by now.


Anonymous
10/22/2008
11:47:00 AM

I'm a girl.
She is the most beautiful person I have ever met.
I want her.
I'm supposed to be straight.
I can't tell anybody. I live with girls. What would they think?
I'm so confused!


Anonymous
10/20/2008
10:30:00 PM

I know it's fall break and everything, but Tangst is obviously not dead yet. Mods plz halp.


Anonymous
10/19/2008
10:28:00 PM

god this is so bad, she is going to be hurt so badly if we break up.


Anonymous
10/19/2008
06:57:00 PM

This is so weird: for the first time in a really, really long time, I'm not attracted to ANYONE. And I want to be. I'm just not. It's weird and I hate it.


Anonymous
10/15/2008
04:26:00 PM

I feel really, really left out when people don't involve me in making plans. Especially when it was my fucking idea to start with.


Anonymous
10/15/2008
12:21:00 AM

So I'm finally home for Fall Break and I come back to see that all of my back-home friends have sunken really deep into the suburban "party" scene where all they do is drink and take pictures of themselves drinking to put on facebook. I mean, I trusted these kids to be fun when I came back and not remind me of the types of kids I'd regularly come across at school. I'm just so fucking disappointed in them all. I don't want to drink and get crunk for fall break, I want a real BREAK.

I guess I'm spending fall break alone this year. sigh. /tangst


Anonymous
10/09/2008
11:52:00 PM

I cheated on her but it doesn't feel like I did.


Anonymous
10/07/2008
01:29:00 PM

There have been an absurd number of posts about weed lately. Why is everyone getting high all of a sudden?

Not being judgmental, as I am high right now, just curious.


Anonymous
10/07/2008
01:02:00 AM

step-by-step instructions on how to roll a good joint please?
idk how.


Anonymous
10/06/2008
04:00:00 PM

Fall break fucking sucks.


Anonymous
10/05/2008
02:28:00 PM

I'm amazed that my new relationship is going so well, knock on wood. I hadn't realized how dramaless and fun a relationship could be until now. The sex is so good I have to remind myself I'm not just dating him for his body, and I never get tired of him or run out of things to talk about. I'm really happy.

Guess this wasn't so Tangsty, but I wanted to share.


Anonymous
10/05/2008
12:13:00 PM

I've cheated on him, smoked weed against his wishes, smoke cigarettes and hookah and got plastered and I've done everything that I know he would hate me for..
But I've only ever loved him.
We broke up for good last night, and he says I'll never have him back, and I'm worried I'm going to start freaking out and panic like I did last time we broke up (it only lasted for 3 weeks before I couldn't take it any more.) Maybe it'll be different since I'm in college now, but it's weird not talking to him every day, no having someone to say I love you to. He's been in my life for four years, as a boyfriend for two, and I feel weird and empty without him. I love him so much but I want to do what I want to do without someone being there to mother me.


Anonymous
10/05/2008
11:50:00 AM

I've been so careful not to step too far, baby steps, taking it one day at a time, but I'm impatient, probably blew it all last night, laughed too loud, said too much, people noticed, maybe him.

And that could fuck me over, for so many reasons, because I'm not supposed to go there, and other people did see, and rumors spread fast, with people like this.

And I feel bad, not because of her telling her, and her hating me, and the dichotomy of chicks before dicks, and what is not allowed--

but because it may be over with him.


Anonymous
10/05/2008
09:22:00 AM

when a guy fingers a girl for the first time, or anytime, does he like for her vagina to be hair free?


Anonymous
06:03:00 PM
10/01/2008

I just found out that my parents smoke weed. I found their bowl while looking for toothpaste in their bathroom.

And I mean, it's not the worst thing ever. I kinda laughed when I realized what it was that I found, but seriously, it kinda sucks. Come on, mom and dad, I don't smoke weed. I've stayed away from illegal drugs, cigarettes, alcohol, partially for my own good but mostly for you guys. And then you go and do this? What the hell?

Maybe I'm just feeling like the biggest prude ever-- all my friends enjoy the responsible underage drink on occasion, I know plenty of people who smoke weed at school, but it always seemed at least sort of okay for me to have my fun in ways that weren't drug-induced. It didn't make me weird or a societal tool. But then, my parents, man! They're the biggest moral compass I have in my life, and I find out their needle isn't pointing the same way I'm walking. What the hell does that mean?

I'm probably making too big a deal of this. It's just... I'm disappointed in my parents. I thought they were different.


Anonymous
9/29/2008
10:57:00 PM

I've never been so turned on as when, today, he ran his palms over my breasts through my shirt and fingered me though my pants in the back room. He's married. He's 49. He hasn't even kissed me, yet...and I have a boyfriend.
I feel guilty, but, when I make out with my boyfriend (17) I feel absolutely nothing. Not even a spark.
'm not a bad person. I am not a cheater or a slut. I have only kissed two people in my whole life.
So I am plagued with the question...why?


Anonymous
11:55:00 PM
9/28/2008

Random firing of synapses

"And the guy was all like 'Gun!' and the tree was all like 'Eat!'"

ahh, what insomnia blesses us with!


Kudos to anyone who knows that reference.


Anonymous
09:40:00 PM
9/27/2008

Ive been dating my girlfriend for a while. its getting pretty serious. she has a good guy friend that she hasn't seen in a while, but i think there is something there I think she might have feelings for him that she cant tell him so she is displacing it onto me. Every time she says i love you I feel like she is merely using me as a face but saying it to him in her mind.


Anonymous
02:47:00 PM
9/27/2008

So that girl who lives far away...
I like her.
Should I tell her?

It doesn't seem like it would do much but make lunch kinda awkward, if anything, as we eat lunch together every day.
angstangstangst.


whyyyy do you live so far away?
it's so tough to try to get over you. and waiting for college is lame.


i can't believe it's not sanskrit
06:21:00 PM
9/25/2008

we cuddled the entire night and he tried to kiss me but I stopped him. not because I didn't like him but because I don't want random hookups and I wanted to make sure we both had feelings for each other/be potentially dating before we did anything. if he doesn't like me...its fine, but I'd still value his friendship except for after that night... he barely talks to me and acts like an ass around me.

I dont know what to do now. bring it up? let it be and forget about even being friends with him? did I do something wrong or offend him in any way?


he's also my brother's hallmate/basically roommates because they both have singles. and I hangout with my brother all the time so I see him a lot and I'm tired of being treated like shit.


Anonymous
09:17:00 AM
9/25/2008

how do i tell my roommate to maybe hook up with him when I'm not in the room. three nights of listening to heavy breathing is enough and I'm about to unleash a serious can of whoopass if I don't get some sleep soon.


Anonymous
9/23/2008
02:42:00 AM

hey if im un-circumcised should i tell my girlfriend before we have sex?


Anonymous
9/22/2008
11:55:00 PM

i didnt want to date till college...
but this girl seems almost perfect.
she lives too far away for it to work out now, though..
what to do...?


I can't believe it's not Sanskrit
10:17:00 PM
9/21/2008

we had a steamy tryst in the sauna.
nobody was looking.
my shirt was becoming quite moist, and she tackled me into the pool.
she heard the call for dinner
and said, "that sounds delicious."
delicious? really?
what do i do?

PS
just finished mrs unreasonable's crazy amount of journals.

post-journal sex, anyone?


Anonymous
10:07:00 PM
9/21/2008

Five years of my life
and it's finally over.

I feel free


Anonymous
03:31:00 PM
9/21/2008

this guy liked me and he certainly showed it. and i do too. i liked him too. then we reciprocated flirtations. until we hung out, and hooked up. but at school, he's not consistent with his feelings. at school he can sometimes be aloof and sometimes he'll pay attention. and sometimes he'll be affectionate. and then last weekend we hooked up again. but he's just still inconsistent with his feelings to me. i just don't what to do. he makes me so confused and i don't need this stress my junior year. i've got others things to worry about. i don't want just a friends with benefits/hook-up thing, i really really like him. he's absolutely amazing.

what should i do?


Anonymous
09:57:00 PM
9/16/2008

So I really, really, REALLY like this boy who lives in my dorm. Sometimes I think he likes me and sometimes I feel like I know he doesn't. He'll spend days at a time hanging out with me and only me and he hugs me every time he sees me but after a few days we split up and don't call each other and I just asked him to hang out and he just said "No thanks"
Should I be freaking out y/n?


Anonymous
06:43:00 PM
9/14/2008

wow so Im in quite a situation, My girlfriend who is madly in love with me and I with her, believes that I have had sex with two girls before her, I told her this early in the relationship because she asked me and I was too nervous to tell her that I am in fact a virgin. Now our relationship has become much more serious and we are probably going to have sex pretty soon. The problem is this lie, she thinks I have experience because I made up a back story for the two girls and everything, Each piece was a white lie but together they have created a monster. Its not that big of a deal or it wouldn't be except that she is a virgin too. I want to tell her that she will be my first because I hate lying to her and the more she ask about my past the more I have to lie to keep up the previous lie that Im not a virgin. I know it will hurt her to find out that I lied to her and that is the last thing I want to do, But I hate lying to her as well. What should I do, If I tell her how should I?


Anonymous
01:01:00 AM
9/12/2008

http://hiphop.popcrunch.com/americas-next-top-model-transgender-isis-antm-cycle-11-transsexual-contestant-isis

thoughts?


Anonymous
02:43:00 PM
9/10/2008

I'm a thousand miles away from home... and i hope i'm never coming back.


Anonymous
08:42:00 PM
9/09/2008

I'm really tired of always ending up the "gay friend, but straight"

I also fail to understand why that makes me less desirable for a relationship


Anonymous
06:22:00 PM
9/09/2008

You'll never know how badly I wanted you that night. I'm glad nothing happened, and I'm glad I never sat down and explained it all to you. I'm glad you're happy now, and I'm glad...

I'm glad I didn't let you use me, because it would have hurt both of us more than you'll ever know.

You're still my best friend, and I miss you.


Anonymous
12:19:00 AM
9/09/2008

Soooo they test the LHC on wednesday.
End of the world party anyone?


Anonymous
11:43:00 AM
9/07/2008

okay so I'm definently straight. I know that for sure, but I find myself attracted to a close friend of mine for some reason.
she's really athletic and she's a low maintence, tomboy type girl. she never wears makeup but she's pretty without it because she has good skin and idk what else to say. I think she's hot and actually WANT her sometimes. like I actually want to kiss her and be close to her and like makeout with her. all the lesbians/bisexual girls and alot of guys think she's hot, but she's straight(atleast that's what she says). it's just so weird because i'm usually never attracted to girls, but god it's insane how I want her sometimes.


Anonymous
04:59:00 PM
9/06/2008

how do I meet people in college?


Anonymous
04:06:00 PM
9/05/2008

<3.


Anonymous
06:03:00 PM
9/03/2008

you got mad that she got in the way of our hug. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D x100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000


Anonymous
09:36:00 PM
9/02/2008

I SMOKE WEED EVERY DAY AND I DONT GIVE A FUCK

actually, I really do smoke weed every day, and I really don't give a fuck


Anonymous
09:12:00 PM
9/02/2008

Damn Creationists. You've got no place in science, you bastards.


Anonymous
07:09:00 PM
9/02/2008

This election isn't about the first African American to become president. This election wasn't about the first woman to become president either. This election is about defending our country from the encroachment of our most basic dignities and it is about the preservation and renewal of our stature in the world. Fellow citizens, you shouldn't vote for Obama just because you want a African American president and you shouldn't have voted for hillary just because you wanted a Female president; you should have picked a candidate based on your love for your country, your love for your freedoms and your love for your right to a lovable future. Hillary supporters switching to McCain will not give us a better future. "Punishing" the Democratic party for "sexist treatment" is not what the country needs nor is what this election is about. This election is historic, just like every other, but this election is first and foremost about this country, not about an African American or a woman.


Anonymous
03:44:00 PM
8/30/2008

hey guys what are some good gift ideas for a girlfriend?


Anonymous
03:25:00 PM
8/29/2008