I always knew what I was gonna do with my life. Then I switched my major sophomore year. I'm a junior and I'm probably going to switch it again. So much for getting out in four years. Heck, so much for getting out in five...


Anonymous
11:41:00 AM
9/15/2009

There are lots of high school kids in my college Calc II class. They're so much younger than me that I could be legally prosecuted for having sex with them, and they are miles better at calculus than I am. This makes me feel very depressed.


Anonymous
02:43:00 PM
8/28/2009

After moving cross country for college, thinking it would make me a happier person, I realize that I've never been more miserable in my entire life. Completely broke, all of my classes dropped, and on the verge of eviction (from my dorm!), I'm at the end of my rope. Further more, I lack a proper social network, choosing to purposely alienate myself with the knowledge I'll probably have to leave. At the same time, going back home would make me feel like an utter failure in the eyes of my mother and peers. I don't even have any idea how to begin moving back, I just feel so hopeless and lost. I just want to drop out.

Of course on top of all of this there's relationship drama. The boy of my dreams is on the coast I moved from. Before we parted ways he said that he thinks "We'll be OK" but I don't know what that means. He's all I think about and I haven't the slightest idea how he feels about me now, even after dating for nearly a year. I'm positive he's going to find someone a million times better than me.

I've totally F'ed my life up, I just felt so pressured even after realizing that I didn't want to leave anymore, I did and now I don't even know why I'm here.


Anonymous
10:42:00 PM
3/10/2009

I've liked him since last semester when my suitemate heard me in the bathroom and invited me to share wine with her and some friends. Call me intellectually promiscuous but there was something about the way he argued philosophy and politics that I found so HOTT. He's not that bad looking, either. Well, his hair is icky but I don't care all that much. This semester we are in a creative writing class together and he told another girl in the class that he really likes me. Awesome, right?

Complications: I am in an "open" relationship. We're not boyfriend/girlfriend but neither of us are really single and I don't have any problems just hooking up with this guy but I can't see myself in a relationship and I'm not sure if he just wants my booty. Also, the day my friend told me that he likes me I got a text message from one of my really good (drama queen) friends that said "I am 100% totally crushing on [him]." Lame. I liked him first. He likes me. He doesn't like her at all and only hangs out with her because I'm around her all the time.

I want to be with him so badly but I don't know what to do! I thought drama disappeared in college but I was dead wrong.


Anonymous
2/26/2009
12:31:00 PM

Hah! Not likely I'll get into Massachusetts Institute of Technology, more likely I'll be going to the Wake Institute of Technology.


Anonymous
2/21/2009
03:11:00 AM

this summer, before you leave for college, i am going to tell you that i'm in love with you.

and at least that way if it fails miserably, i'll never have to see you again.

i would tell you now, but you're also a girl. i guess this means i'm more afraid of people thinking i'm gay than i'm afraid of being rejected.


Anonymous
2/08/2009
11:16:00 PM

I'm on academic probation, and I just to drop out. I spent eight hours studying for a test I got a fifty on. I failed a class because I slept through one of the exams. I have ALWAYS been a bad student. I have ALWAYS felt stupid at school. I have ALWAYS felt out of place around people. Eating meals in my room, avoiding answering my phone.

So many people I knew, so many of the people who came here when I was in highschool are so talented and beautiful in so many ways and I'm not like them. Being around people like them, sucesful people, happy people... it just reminds me of all the things I'm not.

I'm so scared of life outside of college. Panic attacks and all the important things I forget and being turned down when jobhunting all the time.

I have been at the edge of killing myself for so long because I'm just NOT fit to be here. I AM a burden and there's no guarantee at all of ever being able to hold myself up. and it HURTS. It hurts so damn bad every single day to be so incompetent and different. Not even different in an interesting or 'cool' way.

People would cry if I died... but people cry over people they don't even know. If I just move somewhere, lose contact, and never speak to them again, they'd never shed a tear.

So what's the difference?

I'll be twenty in a week, and this will be teenage angst no longer. Just the same stupidity there's always been. I don't want to do it anymore. I'm a coward and the things I feel so strongly never seem to amount to much, so I doubt these feelings will either, but it's true. I don't want to let those numbers roll over and face the person I've become. The way my life goes... I'm not living anyway.


Anonymous
10:09:00 PM
12/31/2008

anyone on here ever transfer to a different college? I'm doing really well at my current school and have considered transferring to UNC-CH mostly due to cost but also because I may have a job lined up for me after I graduate. I was happy to be in a new setting at my current school because I was able to redefine myself. I guess my big question is if it was difficult transferring or if there is anything that I wouldn't expect that transfers have to put up with.


Anonymous
09:33:00 PM
12/25/2008

I survived my first semester at college. I know no one else thinks that it's a big deal but to me it means everything. Internal celebration! I feel like I live a completely different life now that no one in high school can ever comprehend. I've learned so much that can't be taught in school and I'm so happy. I did it. I survived. Only seven semesters left and I'm looking forward to every one of them.


Anonymous
12/07/2008
06:20:00 PM

So I really, really, REALLY like this boy who lives in my dorm. Sometimes I think he likes me and sometimes I feel like I know he doesn't. He'll spend days at a time hanging out with me and only me and he hugs me every time he sees me but after a few days we split up and don't call each other and I just asked him to hang out and he just said "No thanks"
Should I be freaking out y/n?


Anonymous
06:43:00 PM
9/14/2008

I'm a thousand miles away from home... and i hope i'm never coming back.


Anonymous
08:42:00 PM
9/09/2008

how do I meet people in college?


Anonymous
04:06:00 PM
9/05/2008

I've lost so much weight in college. Whatever they say about the freshman 15, I don't believe it.


Anonymous
10:59:00 AM
8/27/2008

I hate college I hated it freshmen year, I hate it now. I feel so depressed every time I'm here. I feel like everyone else is having a blast and I'm just left out. Whenever I'm alone a feeling of terrible loneliness overtakes me. I don't get it at home just when I'm in the dorms. I meet people but then I never see them again. Why does it seem like everyone else is so much more at home and happier than I am?


Anonymous
11:24:00 PM
8/23/2008

I love my boyfriend. But he doesn't go to my college, and tonight I hung out with another guy. It wasn't a date and I would never cheat on him, but I feel like it would make him upset if he knew, and I'm afraid to tell him.

GUILT.
/whatdoido??


Anonymous
12:21:00 AM
8/23/2008

I just moved into UNCW and went to the beach and chilled out today and I LOVE not having to clear anything you do with anyone. I was really worried my boyfriend and I wouldn't work out, but I have a feeling everything will be okay.


Anonymous
05:44:00 PM
8/17/2008

college is weird


Anonymous
11:52:00 PM
8/14/2008

if you just completed your first year of college and your a guy can you date a girl who is just coming into college?

If two people go on a date that might or might not be a date should they guy still pay, should a guy usually pay?

If a girl has got a crush on another guy but seems interested in you how could you tell if shes just friendly or if there is more?


I feel embarrassed just asking these questions but They are occupying the back of my mind and stuck in my head like sand in a oyster. Ive come across most of the questions/ situations before but this time it just feels different, its something I really don't want to mess up.


Anonymous
05:41:00 PM
7/23/2008

This is not OK. I am being stressed and worked to my breaking point. Why the fuck wasn't I informed things would be this hard before I accepted the offer of admission. People say its good to be challenged to your limits, that it makes you grow. Fuck that, having to work regularly work 12+ hours on 1 HW assignment is just ridiculous.


Anonymous
08:21:00 AM
5/03/2008

The bitch down the hall broke up with her boyfriend two weeks ago. She still wears her promise ring and cries every night. Get the fuck over it. Life sucks. I want to punch her in the face.


Anonymous
02:56:00 AM
4/30/2008