There are guys I don't know, just boys I've seen and in my head I see them as special. They have strange twists, small parts of them I want to know and get to understand. I don't love them, I just want to be close to them. Is that wrong when I'm in a relationship?


Anonymous
06:58:00 AM
12/09/2010

im racking my brain for the right words to express myself but here i find myself lost in thought scrambling to tell you or anyone how i feel, whats hurting me so deeply but my thoughts are not something i can easily tame when it comes to expressing myself these thoughts rarely leave my head their on the tip of my tounge but refuse to spill out of my lips. im giving this my best shot really i am, please say someone can relate to this feeling.. it seems nearly human instinct to seek out love but what if i dont want to seek it, will it find me?. ive come to accept that im not the kind of girl guys date or so it seems.. its not that i have trouble finding guys that find me attractive the problem is guys think im fun to flirt with, fun to get drunk with, and great to hook up with but when it comes to something more stable the crowd disappears and i find myself alone.


Anonymous
6/27/2010
02:25:00 AM

Why do I always end up dating guys whose parents are divorced? It never ends well!


Anonymous
3/29/2010
11:32:00 AM

I just want to have sex with anyone but my girlfriend, its chase I crave not the sex itself. I miss the nights of drunken revelry and mysterious women. I am not meant to be a caged animal at least not yet. What do you do when you love someone but your not ready to settle down?


Anonymous
10:30:00 AM
3/11/2010

I have a girlfriend, but i can't bring myself to tell my family about her, even though it is serious.


Anonymous
09:47:00 PM
12/01/2009

I only allow myself to go for the guys who will screw me over in the end. It hurts.


Anonymous
01:20:00 AM
9/26/2009

My best friend's boyfriend of 1 1/2 years kissed me, I didn't kiss back. I can't figure out what to do.


Anonymous
04:54:00 PM
9/20/2009

How do you tell someone, when they've done nothing wrong, that it just isn't meant to be?


Anonymous
02:06:00 AM
9/04/2009

my past relationships keep haunting me. i hate it. why wont they just go away? even for a month would be nice.


Anonymous
8/16/2009
01:42:00 AM

I'm on my second rebound, and the sight of a picture of her in a swimsuit that she had on before we hooked up once still makes my heart race.


Anonymous
11:18:00 PM
7/27/2009

today just isn't my day.

ps. leave me alone. stop texting me. i cut you off and i never want to hear from you again. ex's cant be friends. especially after all we went through.


Anonymous
01:53:00 PM
6/23/2009

Tonight was the last time I will ever see him. He's moving away for good and I loved him more than anything else in the world when we were together. Driving home from his house I really didn't expect any tears to come or for them to come as hard and strong as they did. I didn't expect to have to pull over because I was so beside myself in anguish that the first boyfriend I ever had was leaving FOREVER and no matter how much I want him to stay I can't change a goddamn thing about it. We broke up over a year ago but this kid taught me how to love and now he's GONE. FML


Anonymous
12:05:00 AM
6/17/2009

I'm so stressed. so stressed. I'm ruining this relationship. I don't know how to handle it. Who to ask for help. I can't breathe.


Anonymous
11:57:00 PM
6/14/2009

This summer is very difficult for me. First of all, it sucks pretty badly living at home again after being independent for a year, an issue that many of you can probably relate to. Secondly, my boyfriend lives in the town I went to college in, only 2 hours away but still difficult to see each other what with clashing work schedules and all. I miss him. Thirdly, I've spent the last 3 summers of my 4 years in NC with who is now my ex boyfriend, so it's just kind of throwing me off. I don't remember what I did during summers before him. There's so much time to fill. My mom is pushing me to get back together with him, because she likes him a lot. So this is making me angry, on top of that, I guess my mom isn't used to not mothering someone so she turned to MY dog to baby this year. So I come back home to her telling ME how to treat MY DOG. Explaining my feelings doesn't work with her either. Nothing works. Everything is irritating me and as much as I'm trying to have a positive attitude, the people around me just keep rubbing me the wrong way and pushing me until I feel like erupting in anger and harsh words. Just the pile up of things. Grr. Thank you for letting me vent.


Anonymous
11:57:00 PM
6/08/2009

Sometimes I wish I wasn't the type of person that has an impact on people's lives. I just can't manage to leave anyone without them breaking.

Anonymous
10:37:00 AM
5/30/2009

When you wake up alone
Do you love me still?
Do you question the choice you made?
Do you wake up at all?


Anonymous
12:10:00 AM
5/27/2009

I can't stand living in a city other then hers. Summer break sucks.


Anonymous
12:40:00 AM
5/24/2009

And, once again, I'm alone... Of course it's my fault. It must be.


Anonymous
01:59:00 AM
5/20/2009

Here's something frustrating:

My whole life, I've been that brooding, artsy poet girl. I write sweet, delicate poetry for my boyfriend, who I also thought was brooding and poetic like me, and he calls me "cheesy." Cheesy!! And he sees me as the elementary school girl handing him a valentine! And I hate that! And I am totally capable of looking at my writing from a neutral perspective, and honestly, I really don't think it's cheesy. At least not this past one. So I'm trying to decide if I just shouldn't waste my efforts on him any more, or if I should keep vying for his affection and recognition that I am NOT CHEESY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Anonymous
07:32:00 PM
5/13/2009

Every electron in my body buzzes for want of you.

Your presence.
Your body.
Your attention.

And part of me wants to hurt you so that you chase after me in words, like you did for her.
And part of me wants to keep showering you with poetry in hopes that you'll reciprocate.
And part of me wants to stop doing sweet deeds, hoping you'll do something for me.

But part of me knows you won't.
And part of you knows you won't, you never will, because you don't love me like you did her.

If she was never nice to you, never a good girlfriend, never gave a fuck about you, why did she get all of your attention? Is that what I have to do? Be a complete bitch to you?

If you don't write me love poems, nobody on this Earth ever will.

I've told you but you pretend not to listen. You admitted you can't make me happy the way I want you to. And I salvaged it, told you you do make me happy in all these small ways.

But still, I'm so irreparably jealous that she got your romance.


Anonymous
04:12:00 PM
5/12/2009