Every electron in my body buzzes for want of you.

Your presence.
Your body.
Your attention.

And part of me wants to hurt you so that you chase after me in words, like you did for her.
And part of me wants to keep showering you with poetry in hopes that you'll reciprocate.
And part of me wants to stop doing sweet deeds, hoping you'll do something for me.

But part of me knows you won't.
And part of you knows you won't, you never will, because you don't love me like you did her.

If she was never nice to you, never a good girlfriend, never gave a fuck about you, why did she get all of your attention? Is that what I have to do? Be a complete bitch to you?

If you don't write me love poems, nobody on this Earth ever will.

I've told you but you pretend not to listen. You admitted you can't make me happy the way I want you to. And I salvaged it, told you you do make me happy in all these small ways.

But still, I'm so irreparably jealous that she got your romance.


Anonymous
04:12:00 PM
5/12/2009

I'm so ridiculously jealous, I hate that feeling but there it is.


Anonymous
06:10:00 PM
4/20/2008

I'm stereotyping you right now.

Anonymous
12:00:00 PM

They are so amazing, so glamorous. They live a life of flirting and intrigue. They are the best of the best, the valedictiorian, the salutatorian, the tennis star, the chess champian, the theater children, the elite. They can get away with wearing evening dress to school while not looking like complete idiots. They can talk back to the teacher, and everyone loves them for it.

I want to be one of them. God, I want to be one of them.


Anonymous
01:04:00 PM

i want my friend to be happy, but i can tell she's getting tired of her guy because of how he acts, but he makes her happy and she likes to be with him. i want me to be happy too, but it seems she can make oppertunities better than i can i guess. no boy for me?


Anonymous
06:36:00 PM

im quite envious of all you people having sex with out me.


Anonymous
01:48:48 AM

he's jealous. and he's being a jerk about it.


Anonymous
03:18:42 PM

I've told both of them that I like him and asked them both to stop flirting with him.

They won't stop and they say they aren't flirting but they are constantly all over him and I'm jealous and I shouldn't be

They're a junior and a sophmore and he spends lunch with me everyday almost. I just wish I knew how he felt


Anonymous
10:33:35 PM

A year ago, I thought you were a great friend, but as I spend more and more time with you, the more annoyed I get.
You are a black hole, sucking all the attention from anyone else. Jealous of the stars for their light, you steal their glory away into your abyss. You seem so imense, because your gravity is so awesome. But behind this charade, your matter is small and dense.

You've been hurt, I realize this, but do not think that simply because you were hurt that you deserve honor. Their is no honor in pity, and seeking pity will only leave you with a sickly-sweet, but brief feeling of importance. But the high you get is addictive, and since it is easily obtained, you prefer this drug over honest work for respect.
You are a salesman who talks too much, hopefull to sell us something. And we listen for a time mesmirized, not because of your product or eloquence (for in truth, you lack both) but because of the natural gifts (not earned) of a powerful voice and a pretty smile.
You want to be everyone and everything, but you spread yourself too thin. And when others best you, your defences rise to obvious hights.
Your have many who care for you, but few that you care for when they leave your sight, and thus your mind. Always looking for an ear to hear you, but never offering one to a friend in need -perhaps more need than you.
You create drama, and molehills become the Alps under your eyes, so you claim the worm is a snake and must be killed.
Or else, when bored or when your spirits are low, you slander others over imagined insults and unfounded suspicions.
Worried about your own status (though you need not be, since your friends would love you no matter what) you consantly seek the shadows for the eyes you know can look in your very soul.
But you will not find them there, for they lie in the shadow of your heart, which you can barely stand to look at for the shame you know that it would give you.


Anonymous
09:51:38 PM

what's happening to me? i like him, but not really. but i just want to like him. i just want someone.

and why am i still thinking about making my ex jealous??


Anonymous
03:25:06 PM

i've always been just one of the guys... only the guy's best friend, nothing more.

but lately a lot of guys have been paying attention to me and i don't know if i like it. especially since its not the guy i want to like me.

and all of them are starting to get jealous over me being friends with other guys. like suddenly i can't have ANY guy friends without there being something sexual there.

i can't go to a party and dance with one of my oldest guy friends, my first kiss, without some guy saying he's disappointed in how much i flirt with other guys.

i can't say someone looks hot with their new hair color and no glasses without someone saying i'm not paying them enough attention

GOD DAMN IT!! If you like me so much, why don't you just fucking ask me out and get it the hell over with!?!?

Anonymous
08:43:36 PM

She doesn't understand why I'm jealous, she doesn't understand why I'm upset... from what I've heard from her he's everything she could ever hope for, I'm sure she'll be very happy with him... He's everything I'm not...


Anonymous
12:44:02 AM

I am so fucking jealous, and I promised him I wouldn't be.


Anonymous
02:05:45 AM