sometimes i hate all my friends. and then i just want to run away and leave for a while.

Anonymous
1/30/2013
01:26:00 AM

I've cheated on him, smoked weed against his wishes, smoke cigarettes and hookah and got plastered and I've done everything that I know he would hate me for..
But I've only ever loved him.
We broke up for good last night, and he says I'll never have him back, and I'm worried I'm going to start freaking out and panic like I did last time we broke up (it only lasted for 3 weeks before I couldn't take it any more.) Maybe it'll be different since I'm in college now, but it's weird not talking to him every day, no having someone to say I love you to. He's been in my life for four years, as a boyfriend for two, and I feel weird and empty without him. I love him so much but I want to do what I want to do without someone being there to mother me.


Anonymous
10/05/2008
11:50:00 AM

I hate situations where everyone seems to know someone there, except me. I feel that im connected enough to see The social life i could have but im just not able to reach out and grasp it.


Anonymous
10:54:00 PM

My self-esteem is a lot lower than usual. My self-esteem used to be really high, but now I feel like what I do is unappreciated and not good enough for anyone: my parents, my friends, the guy I like, or even me.
My parents think I don't try hard enough. My mom thinks I need to get in better shape. I feel like my friends enjoy being with other people more than me and that I get on their nerves sometimes. I'm not confident enough to ask the guy I like on a date. I feel like he's in another social class now, even though Enloe's cliques are hardly ever definite. I feel like I, myself, am not outgoing or interesting enough. It's like I can't satisfy anyone, not even myself.


Anonymous
12:54:00 PM

I have no friends and nobody likes me. Every time I try to open up to someone, I get rejected to my face. I guess it's just because I'm so many undesirable traits, and so far, I have found nothing that I'm good at, no talent whatsoever. Nobody respects me, or values what I say. I have nobody to turn to, but I would really like someone.

But these undesirable things are me, my personality, and I can't help that I'm me. What am I supposed to do, become this happy but fake person? There's a general social stigma, that you must "be yourself" to be really be accepted by society. Many go as far as to say, "I hate fake people." But I've been myself all throughout life, and nobody likes me for myself. So what am I supposed to do about it? Change?


Anonymous
09:38:50 PM

The real reason I hide my top friends on myspace is because none of my 297 'friends' actually qualify as a friend.

Im sure no one actually cares if I am their friend or not, and Im sure no one really cares if I'm dead or alive.

After texting 8 people and wanting to hang out with them, all of them gave me a lame excuse not hang out with me, so I decded to go to the effing library and sspend my evening there, reading a stupid book.


Anonymous
10:22:51 PM