Tomorrow is Valentine's day. I'm putting the finishing touches on the cards I'm handing out to my friends.

Tomorrow, I will go to school and be cheery, bouncy even. Pretending to enjoy the holiday, happy for the excuse to gorge on candy all day.

At the moment, I'm talking to my crush. About the Valentine's card he's writing to his new girlfriend. And helping him decide whether he should get her a present because if he does it might seem like overboard but if he doesn't he'll seem like he doesn't care.

At the moment, I'm alright. Kinda numb feeling, but alright.

But I know that in half in hour, when I finally climb into bed, I'm going to cry myself to sleep.


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11:10:13 PM