It happened again today. It's been happening a lot more lately. If I knew what caused it then maybe I could stop it. I'm not even really sure what it is, I suppose it could be described as fear. But it's the most complete, unimaginable, senseless fear. It grabs hold of me and makes me totally forget who I am. It's how I imagine death will be. But it leaves me asking myself if I'm crazy.
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10:17:24 PM
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OP, you wrote this, so eloquently, and you don't even know how precisely and accurately it expresses what I feel and what I experience.
One difference, though - it feels to me, not like death, but like a reduction to an animal-like state. I prowl, I roar, I see through the eyes of a beast.
That is, if I see at all.
There was another topic that had something to do with uncontrollabe anxiety. I think Anonymous 1 might be the person that started it. But my advice is the same. This is one of those things that you need to seek professional help for.
It's just a panic attack. Tell your doctor next time you see them and you guys can start looking for a solution together.
Thanks for the advice, but panic attack or not, I'd prefer not to see a doctor about it.
^Why unless you enjoy these things? It's obviously a negative experience with some cause behind it. Why not look for a way to fix it?
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