I never meant to be so bad to you
One thing I said that I would never do.
One look from you and I would fall from grace
And that would wipe this smile right from my face.


Anonymous
06:03:00 PM
4/30/2008

You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this;
"I just came to say goodbye.
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine."
But I know it's a lie.

[Chorus:]
This is the last night you'll spend alone
Look me in the eyes so I know you know
I'm everywhere you want me to be.
The last night you'll spend alone,
I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go,
I'm everything you need me to be.

Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you they don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say
"It's just a phase, you'll be o.k. you're fine."
But I know it's a lie.

[Chorus]

The last night away from me

[Bridge:]
The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand I will help you hold on
Tonight,
Tonight.

[Chorus]

I won't let you say goodbye,
I'll be your reason why.
The last night away from me,
Away from me.


The Last Night-Skillet


I think the "I" might be God.
I hope so...


Anonymous
07:01:00 PM

to the tune of "So Long, Farewell"

so long, farewell
our wiener dog will bite
the fish has died
so flush him out of sight.

So long, farewell
our wiener dog will poo
he poos hes poos on you and you and you

so long, farewell, our weinerdog
made mudpie , he cries and cries and cries and cries goodbye.


Goodbye


Anonymous
10:19:00 PM

Whenever you're bathed in light,
it will forever remind me of this night.
God laid me down into your rose garden of trust.
And I was swept away,
with nothing left to say.
Some helpless fool,
yeah I was lost in a swoon of peace.

Come to me; love will lead us.


Anonymous
11:33:00 PM

[Admin note: "Dolphins Cry Chords" by Live]

Turns out the man was right all along:

"Its not a cry that you hear at night, its not somebody whose seen the light, its a cold and its a broken hallelujah"


Anonymous
12:35:00 AM

These lyrics remind me of you:

"She's the kind of girl who gets her slings and arrows from the dumpster
The kind who tell you she's bipolar just to make you trust her
She's the kind of girl who leaves out condoms on the bedroom dresser
Just to make you jealous of the men she fucked before you met her"

I wonder if you know who you are.


Anonymous
09:36:00 PM

Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl:

Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl

Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in

Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl:

Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl:


Anonymous
07:02:00 PM

Admin Note: Lyrics from "I'm Not That Girl", heard in the musical Wicked

She came and stood right by me--then the smell of sweet perfume. This happened much too soon; she called me to her room.

Billie Jean is not my lover. She’s just a girl who claims that I am the one, but the kid is not my son. She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son.


Anonymous
04:15:00 PM

[Admin note: "Billie Jean" by Michael Jackson.]

"we're not falling in love we're just falling apart"


Anonymous
08:38:00 PM

[Admin note: "Fer Sure" by The Medic Droid]

"When he passes me by
He's a ray of light
Like the first drop of sun
From the sky
And I know he's a king
Who deserves a queen
But I'm not a queen
And he doesn't see me

When he dances
He moves me to a smile
And I see everything
Near him shine
There's a grace in his ways
That I can't contain
I haven't that grace
Oh, I haven't that grace

And the closer he gets
I can't help but hide
So ashamed
Of my body and voice
There are boundaries
We pass in spite of the war
But our own
We can't seem to cross

She has a way that surrounds her
So delicate
With a glory that reigns in her life
She is also so much that she is not
These things I can't see
'Cause he doesn't see me
Oh-oh-oh ...
And he doesn't see me

When he passes me by
He's a ray of light
Like the first drop of sun
From the sky
And I know he's a king
Who deserves a queen
Someone other than me
So different from me"

I thought this for months--and today it was confirmed.


Anonymous
11:53:00 PM

[Admin note: The song is "He Doesn't See Me" by Sarah Brightman. It's a reworking of lyrics originally written for the song "She Doesn't See Me" from the popular French film Astérix et Obélix contre César.]

dear diary: my teen angst bullshit has a bodycount. i believe that it's 6 going on 7 now.

i'll hide you in my walls
your body will never be found
i'll wear your skin as a suit
your friends will like you more than they used to.


Anonymous
10:45:51 PM

[Song: "Ride The Wings Of Pestilence" by From First to Last.]

The quiet can scrape
all the calm from your bones,
but maybe it should.
Maybe we need to be hollowed
to get up and grow,
and stop fucking around,
to kick off our braces and start straightening out.
Let's sift through the static
to find a simpler sound
Let's sift through the static
to find a simpler sound...
simpler sound than the shit that's clouding our heads now.


Anonymous
02:15:05 AM

[Song: "Cotton Crush" by Kevin Devine.]

My tounge's the only muscle in my body that works harder than my heart.


Anonymous
11:05:49 PM

[Song: "Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't" by Brand New.]

He leaves tommorrow morning.

It's like that All-American Rejects Song:

"When Darkness Turns To Light...
It Ends Tonight. It Ends Tonight..."

And I've cried my heart out for it.

...

I love him.

and its finally too late.


Anonymous
11:21:57 PM

"All I want for Christmas is you"


Anonymous
08:31:04 PM

[Song: "All I Want for Christmas is You" by Mariah Carey.]

I am not your friend
I am just a man who knows how it feels
I am not your friend
Im not your lover
Im not your family

Yeah.

Take apart your head
Chew it up and swallow it

You wont know:

I love you so much
But do me a favor:

Dont reply.

Cause I can dish it out, but i cant take it.

I could never listen/leaveyou/missyou

Well
Youre beating with the book everyone that book told you love.
And the God I believe in never worked on a campaign trail

...Id arrest you if i had handcuffs

Touch me
or
Dont.
Just let me know
where youve been

Space Cadet, pull up

YOU ARE NOT THE SUN!
YOU ARE NOT THE SUN!

I know you'll come in the night like a thief
But Ive had some time alone to hold my lions at bay
I know you think that im someone you can trust
But im scared ill get scared and I swear ill try to nail you back up
So do you think we can work out a sign?
So I know its you and that its over, so I wont even try
I know youre coming for the people like me
WE ALL GOT WOOD AND NAILS
and
we sleep inside of this machine...



I used to be such a burning example
I used to be so original
I used to care i was being cared for,
Made sure I showed it to those that i loved
I used to sleep without a single stir
Cause i was about my Father's work.


Anonymous
02:26:59 AM

my soul is so afraid to realize
[how very little bit is left of me...]

and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you

you are the perfect drug

without you everything falls apart.


Anonymous
09:30:26 PM

[Song: "The Perfect Drug" by Nine Inch Nails.]

My hair is cut.
My shoes a' shined.
Eve'body ready?
It's pahty time.


Anonymous
06:06:11 PM