I've liked him since last semester when my suitemate heard me in the bathroom and invited me to share wine with her and some friends. Call me intellectually promiscuous but there was something about the way he argued philosophy and politics that I found so HOTT. He's not that bad looking, either. Well, his hair is icky but I don't care all that much. This semester we are in a creative writing class together and he told another girl in the class that he really likes me. Awesome, right?

Complications: I am in an "open" relationship. We're not boyfriend/girlfriend but neither of us are really single and I don't have any problems just hooking up with this guy but I can't see myself in a relationship and I'm not sure if he just wants my booty. Also, the day my friend told me that he likes me I got a text message from one of my really good (drama queen) friends that said "I am 100% totally crushing on [him]." Lame. I liked him first. He likes me. He doesn't like her at all and only hangs out with her because I'm around her all the time.

I want to be with him so badly but I don't know what to do! I thought drama disappeared in college but I was dead wrong.


Anonymous
2/26/2009
12:31:00 PM

I'm afraid I can never be satisfied having just one person. Whenever I get in a relationship,after about a week or two, I already want out and subconsciously I start to sabotage it. Well, this time, I'm with a really good guy. A great guy. Smart, funny, sweet, considerate, everything I don't deserve. He's also kind of clueless and inexperienced. But there's this other guy who I've kissed before who told me we'd never be more than friends with benefits. He's a complete ass. Arrogant, self-centered, but incredibly sexy. He knows exactly what he's doing. And I can't forget him. He started texting me again last night and I think something might happen with us again. The sad thing is I feel exhilarated. But I'm also terrified of breaking my boyfriend's heart. He's so fragile already.


Anonymous
2/23/2009
02:56:00 PM

when will you being so immature and irritable? stop isolating yourself. we've been friends since we were 12. now we're 16 and i guess we changed because everything you do makes me upset.

you are so pathetic and you are ruining your senior year.
stay alone if that's what you wish...it's not much of my problem anyways
come back to me once you open your mind and your heart, because right now you are just a miserable island and you're too fucked up, not in a good way.
PEACE


Anonymous
2/22/2009
01:19:00 PM

I just got back from being DD at this beyond huge kegger. Being DD usually sucks, but this time was just so, so bad. My boyfriend got plastered and kissed 4 different girls and then when I called him out, clung to me the entire fucking night. He was one of those crying drunks too, he kept crying and hugging me and spilling his nasty beer all over me. Very unattractive. So then I'm trying to round everyone up, and I guess I just didn't realize how uncontrollable drunk people are. It's sort of funny, but I just get in this existential state of mind when this happens. Arghh just needed to vent about my crazy night. Thank you.


Anonymous
2/22/2009
02:00:00 AM

How do you tell someone who used to be your best friend that they are a complete psycho head-case without being a complete bitch about it?


Anonymous
2/21/2009
03:56:00 PM

no one EVER comments on my posts.


Anonymous
2/21/2009
02:52:00 PM

Hah! Not likely I'll get into Massachusetts Institute of Technology, more likely I'll be going to the Wake Institute of Technology.


Anonymous
2/21/2009
03:11:00 AM

PS STAFF SUCKS.


Anonymous
2/18/2009
11:33:00 PM

I wish Tangst admins would publish these. Tangst only seems dead when it's like this. :(


Anonymous
2/15/2009
05:10:00 PM

Half a year down the drain. Fuck parents, fuck divorce, fuck your shitty reasons for feeling insecure with commitment. Fuck you. If you want to get rid of me then you'll have to say it. I'm sticking it out until then.


Anonymous
2/12/2009
02:01:00 PM

this summer, before you leave for college, i am going to tell you that i'm in love with you.

and at least that way if it fails miserably, i'll never have to see you again.

i would tell you now, but you're also a girl. i guess this means i'm more afraid of people thinking i'm gay than i'm afraid of being rejected.


Anonymous
2/08/2009
11:16:00 PM

What the fuck happened to Enloe? I visited a few weeks back and it has completely gone to shit. It wasn't terrible in '08, it wasn't /good/, but it sure as hell wasn't this bad.


Anonymous
2/06/2009
09:40:00 AM

my parents hate the guy i've fallen for. we secretly dated (i know...stupid) for 7 months and they hate him and hardly know him. they found out ive been talking to him and almost made me move home this semester. how can i choose?


Anonymous
2/01/2009
02:14:00 AM

The only reason I'm with my boyfriend right now is because he's loving company. I don't actually like him that much but I like the hugs and the cuddles.


Anonymous
1/31/2009
03:07:00 PM

I only said it was okay because I love you.


Anonymous
1/31/2009
02:39:00 AM

i know i shouldn't, but i can't help but miss not eating and cutting and not giving a shit. i don't have the self-control to do that anymore and i hate it.


Anonymous
1/30/2009
07:29:00 AM