it's been around three and a half years since i stopped cutting but now i'm doing it again. the worst part is it's better now than ever before. i hate that i've resorted to this but nothing else works.


Anonymous
10:51:00 PM
2/13/2010

i know i shouldn't, but i can't help but miss not eating and cutting and not giving a shit. i don't have the self-control to do that anymore and i hate it.


Anonymous
1/30/2009
07:29:00 AM

I got a chinese symbol tatooed on each of my wrists. The swirls line up along my scars perfectly. Now no one will ask me about them again.


Anonymous
5/27/2008
05:26:00 PM

I got a rose tattooed on my wrist to cover the scar. My parents and friends are gonna freak when I start wearing t shirts, but better that then have them see what's underneath.


Anonymous
08:58:00 PM
5/04/2008

I cut myself again. I just want him to save me and the scars were disappearing. I feel so selfish and dirty.

I'm so sorry.


Anonymous
06:57:00 PM
5/03/2008

cutting is an addiction

the withdrawl from it is horrible

Anonymous
06:29:00 PM

I cut myself for the attention.


Anonymous
02:54:00 PM

"cutting" is stupid. people who "cut" are stupid. go get some real problems you fucking middle-class morons.


Anonymous
10:26:00 PM

Today...is a good day...because I've gone 6 months without cutting:)


Anonymous
12:33:00 AM

Lately, I've been having a really hard time and wanting to get back into some old habits. So in attempt to purge thoughts from my system I'm going to do some self therapy and identify issues (I know it's being posted on here...but on here I kinda feel like I'm talking to someone...lame, I know).

Reasons I used to cut/feelings that make me want to again: Self punishment, lonliness, helplessness, hopelessness, attempt to escape emotional distress

Reasons I stopped/Reasons I won't (can't) start again:
1) Theatre- 5 shows per year...I'm always in my underwear around people...they'd notice
2) Fear of ruining my parents' perfect image of me
3) Trying to stay strong and be there for other friends...I'm the group therapist.
4)Vanity..don't want scars
5)Summer's coming...and I don't wanna have to hide it
6)If I start again...it'll be 300 times harder to stop.

Reasons not to outweigh reasons that I want to, right? Let's just hope I can maintain this self control.


Anonymous
08:56:00 PM

Last night I cut myself 5 times on my wrist and I never cut on my wrist always my arm or leg.

I have no one to talk to because I'm the one everyone spills to


Anonymous
11:59:00 PM

My friend called me tonight and I didn't pick up because I had a razor to my wrist.

I put away the razor and checked my messages


Anonymous
10:32:00 PM

I cut last night

I'm sorry


Anonymous
06:17:00 PM

Circumsision is barbaric.


Anonymous
05:32:00 PM

I haven't cut for over 3 months and I can't fight it anymore, I'm cutting tonight


Anonymous
09:32:43 PM

I promised you that I stopped cutting but I lied


Anonymous
10:47:34 PM

this is a map from the underside of my left wrist to my left elbow:

|\/X|x\\-/_-


a year ago i couldn't understand why someone would ever do that to themself. now i understand the meaning of: "and you bleed just to know you're alive"...


Anonymous
11:39:07 AM