Monday, March 27, 2006

"We wear the mask that grins and lies...it hides our cheeks and shades our eyes"


I posted so much because I wanted you all to hate me as I hate myself.....to force you to see me as I see myself. To give me one more reason to try to rip myself and my life apart.

I've never seen me.....I've acted since I was 3 years old.....and now I'm trying to just put on another mask for you....

I'm sorry


people listen here.....I tried to use that against me....I guess it worked


I'm sorry means jack shit, doesn't it? especially when you don't mean it

10 comments:

PChis said...

hmmm, very melodramatic.


I would like it, if I liked melodrama.

Anonymous said...

"We wear the mask that grins and lies...it hides our cheeks and shades our eyes"

Didn't I see that in V for Vendetta? No? Well, it's close.

thewordofrashi said...

I am very curious as to who you are. Do you go to Enloe? 'Cause I think I know someone who's like you....

thewordofrashi said...

Haha. I do end a lot of my posts with ellipses, don't I....


Fuck.


Ah, well. You can live with it. I think it lends an air of open endedness to whatever I write. As in "Take it or leave it, you don't have to listen to me."

TintedFragipan said...

Of course, no one has to stop posting.

Also, PChis does like melodrama I thought?

Anonymous said...

It's in some poem...I had to read it last year.

Well, if posting helps you, then don't stop it. If it really doesn't, then there isn't much of a point.

I don't hate you, though, whoever you are. I'm not even sure if I'm capable of hatred. And besides, how could I hate you when I don't really know you at all?

Anonymous said...

*collective realization that we must ignore you to make you go away*

Anonymous said...

just to let you all know, that line ("We wear the mask that grins and lies...it hides our cheeks and shades our eyes") is from a poem by Paul Laurence Dunbar entitled "We Wear the Mask".

it is actually quite a good poem, when not used for the purpose of angsty, annoying blog posts.

Anonymous said...

I have a hard time beleiving that someone so sad all the time can use "lol"...I loathe chatspeak.

Anonymous said...

E-hatred is not a good substite for the real thing, my dear Ailill. Since your post made me smile I will give you credit for that much.

And to the previous anonymous: A little people pleaser, you are. I suppose it's nice in a way that you'll indulge our dear Ailill. But I suspect that's not the way to deal with this attention whore.