It appears as though I have no feeling to acknowledge him at all, but inside lies that desire to be friends with him after this long. Whenever we are both in class, I can't help but not look at him because I am afraid that he will get the wrong idea when I only want to see how he has become. Sometimes, it takes a few minutes to try and get the courage to finally glance over.

I just wish his head would turn too. Maybe my heart will be able to stop and start pounding all over again.

Anonymous
7:53:40 PM