the main reason i want to lose weight is so i can wear the clothes i want to, not the ones i have to. and i'm not even that fat.


Anonymous
07:25:00 PM
4/27/2008

God, stop it with the "you need to exercise" crap already! God damn it's annoying! Come on, I do the same as most of you! You don't bother others! Is it just my extra weight around the middle? I feel bad enough about it already, thanks. Just shut the hell up already!


Anonymous
10:44:00 PM

I hate it when people say I've lost weight or I look a lot thinner. I have, I guess, since like tenth grade, but it's been years since then and I don't think it's really all that striking. I don't know why it makes me so uncomfortable-- maybe because I have no friggin' clue why I've lost the weight and kept it off, because my lifestyle is deplorably lazier than nearly all my other friends' lifestyles. I also just plain don't want to think of myself as "thin." I like being plump! Squishier is better!


Anonymous
07:56:00 PM

today i went shopping for 248906239045236 hours and the more i tried on clothes (ok, i'll admit i was kind of going for the retail-therapy aspect of it, not so much the i-desperately-need-a-pair-of-jeans-that-fit-my-fat-ass)
the more i realized how incredibly ugly i feel in the winter.

ugly, and fat, and gross looking. does this happen to other people in the winter too? i feel like as soon as the cold weather sets in and winter begins, my body goes into "look-like-piece-of-shit" mode. and i don't know how to flip the switch.


Anonymous
11:36:34 PM

i work out and i try to eat healthy but i'm not losing any weight.

and i HATE it. i don't want to lose the weight to get attention from guys, no it's so that i can finally feel comfortable with myself again. the last year has been pretty rough and i put on a couple of pounds... i'm by no means fat... in fact most people just shut me down when i try to talk about my weight. but i hate that i'm trying (apparently not hard enough) but everywhere i go people are just shoving food down my mouth thinking that it's okay.
blah.


Anonymous
07:13:29 PM

I have lost five pounds since school started.

a bit scary, really, as I haven't been trying to lose weight.


Anonymous
01:10:47 AM

1. There's nothing wrong with being a brown-noser, which includes being a rat. Now, if someone's cheating, I don't say anything generally. If someone's skipping a class, I don't say anything. But if I think there's some benefit for me in telling on another student (a new curve, I don't get in trouble as a result, etc... then I'll do it.

2. I dislike being overweight. I wish my Total Health Triangle were more balanced.

3. I often regret being a guy who likes guys. And I often regret the fact that I regret it.

Okay, so, that's my life. I'm a pretty happy person overall, there's a lot more that could be wrong with it :D

...and more than half the time I forget to think about this stuff xD

I dive... Everyone is skinny at my practice except for me... I feel so awkward standing next to a tiny girl on my team who is a junior, been diving for only 2 years compared to my 3, and who kicks my butt every meet.. I'm a disappointment to everyone when I dive. My coach thinks I'm crap, Lisa the diving coach for most of the county says I think too much (she's right) and my team is constantly berating me.. I'm just so sick of it!

/diving rant


Anonymous
08:34:41 PM

so basically everyone is going to know who this is. i don't care.

i hate swimming simply because i have to be seen wearing a suit and nothing else. I feel so fat and so undesirable and just...gross when i'm around them. because they're all really skinny...and i just...i'm not. i feel like they think im disgusting. and when friends come to my meets i feel fat around them too. not to mention i feel ugly because of my wet hair and goggle marks. life's a bitch sometimes.


Anonymous
08:13:57 PM