Sunday, April 09, 2006

I hope you had fun at prom. I sincerely do. As much as I wish I could say that I wish you didn't have a wonderful time and I wish that you spent the night being emo in the corner thinking about me- I can't. I can't do it. I hope you had the most wonderful night (ok, fine, maybe one of the most wonderful nights) of your teenage life. I hope you danced (really, you better have danced or I'm gonna be mad!) and I hope you smiled.

I've spent the entire weekend figuring this out. I want you happy and that is all I want. With me or without.

You're happy = I'm happy


Anonymous
08:42:05 PM

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

awwww

Anonymous said...

hey stfu

Anonymous said...

Sweet.

Anonymous said...

i completely agree. i want her to love me so much, but more than that i want her to be happy. even if that means i quietly watch from the wings, stepping out when she needs me and quietly retreating once my shoulder has been cried upon and the pain is washed away.

to you, my love. may you be happy forever.

Anonymous said...

I wish my ex wrote this about me. But probably not.

Anonymous said...

"You're happy = I'm happy"

I've said this so many times but never, ever meant it. If this is for real I'm extremely proud op.

Anonymous said...

i hope it's genuine. i know mine was. i have the emotional depth necessary to realize that life won't always work in my favor. but i really truly sincerely hope that it works for her. it's what i've always believed.

she knows me, and she seems to enjoy my company. i definitely enjoy hers. whether or not she knows what i feel or shares those feelings for, i may never know. what i want is for her to be happy. the way she smiles and laughs when she talks about him are worth more to me than having her with me and being unhappy.

someday i hope she finally turns and sees me the way i wish she could see me: as the one who has always been there, the one she could always turn to no matter how bad things got. and i hope against hope that her realization will lead her heart towards me, so that i may see that look in her eyes when she thinks of me, the look i have fallen in love with.

but until then, i satisfy myself in being with her, and with the care-free relationship we share.

to you, my love, as always

Anonymous said...

I wonder if I'm one of the girls being talked about...