Did I really flirt with him, right in front of you? How could I have been so thoughtless and stupid?!

and yet...
we're not "together". We went to prom, but I invited you as a friend. Did you expect it to bloom into something else? Did you want it to bloom it to something more?

Do I want it to be something more?
It's not that I don't care, It's just that I've been through this several times before. You're shy. I don't want to hurt you, but I don't think I can handle another shy one.

And now I feel guilty, because I feel like I've led you on.


Anonymous
06:00:14 PM